Random Thoughts - The Women In My Life

Chapter Sixty-Three: "Morgan le Fay"

5/28/2018

Last exit for the lost,
never paid attention to you the most;
there was much distance in between,
we both had a different scene.

Do You See Her, Z?
I do, T.

You were friendly to me,
calmly said "Hi" in passing,
always noticed you kept to yourself,
carrying an aura that was relaxing.

You were in your own bubble,
we never knew we'd bring you trouble.

Time passed and we left you alone,
keeping up with appearances,
we stayed out of your zone.

There were others around us that would mention your name,
speak about you,
and even came across a nickname.

We even told you about it one day,
what a mistake that was,
probably shouldn't have said.

Maybe then it's when it all started,
when we had entered territory uncharted.

Maybe then that moment made you aware,
to keep an eye on us,
to beware.

And because we chose to ignore you,
we then ignored your magic,
which eventually brought us to our end--
tragic.

I Should Have Handled Things Differently,
Paid More Attention To The Actions,
Instead Of Ignoring Those Reactions.

My Intention Was Never To Frighten,
My Intention Was To Enlighten.
I Always Could Smell An Aura On People,
Told Me I Needed To Find The Reason.

But In Truth, I Should Have Just Left You Alone,
No Matter What I'd Say Or Do,
You Did Not Need A Stepping Stone.

My Shtick Was To Help People Tap Into Their True Potential,
Show Them They're Warriors,
Not Create Tension...

But I Did, Didn't I?
Scare You.

And With Good Reason,
You Acted Out,
Moved The Chess Piece,
And Put Me In Checkmate.

I Was Too Late.

Your Magic Dethroned The King,
And Now The Bird Is Dead,
It Can No Longer Sing.

For All That It's Worth,
I Am Sorry,
Truly, I Am.

To Right My Wrongs,
Is All That I Can.

Chapter Sixty-Two: "Slasher"

10/17/2017

Jealous,
How Long Has It Been,
Last Visited The Cafeteria,
Years It Seems.

A Steady Tone In Voice,
Made Jealous,
All The Boys.

Kick Ass Attitude,
Taking Names,
Did You Cry For Her?

She Cried For Us,
Her Tears Covered The Floor,
Covered In Mud.

What Was It?
Where You That Worried,
Not Having A Sister,
Buried?

Cassandra,
Just Like The Blue Moon's Anna,
With The Simple Distinction,
Just Like You To Him,
She Was The Other's Contradiction.

And So You Kept The Charade Going,
A Somewhat Hypothetical Showing.

Leave Her To Rest, Brother,
Don't Unearth Pain On The Other.

Unless That Is Part Of Your Plan,
She Was Always More Than,
Like A Sidekick To Batman.

You Were The Oldest,
She Was The Modest,
And You Carried On Her Torch,
In Hopes One Day She Would Emerge.

I Suggest To Leave Her Be,
There Is No Room Beyond The Three.
And In This War,
You Don't Want The Slasher,
Lest You Become A Cadaver.

Chapter Sixty-One: "Final Girl"

9/28/2017

Thy Kingdom Fall,
Thy Will Be Done,
I Tried So Hard,
To Be The Better One.

Instead I Mimicked Your Will,
Did As You Did,
For What?
Thrill?

So I Recruited,
I Shared Secrets,
And In The End,
All I Accomplished,
Was Grievance.

I Disappointed,
I Hurt,
I Brought Myself To Court,
And There On The Stand,
The Red Crown,
I Accept My Punishment,
Is It Banishment?

All This Time,
This Doing?
For What?
A Kingdom When Kingdom Wasn't Needed?
An Army When A War Was Needless?
And Pain Where Love Should Have Been,
Instead Of Lies And Deceit.

Now I Leave All Of You Be,
You're Chapters Of This Book,
But This Book Is Now Closed,
You Create Your Own Story.

I'm Sorry,

But I Got A Crown To Protect,
I Got Things To Amend,
Brothers To Mend.

The War Is Over,
And In War No One Won,
For Losing The Crown,
That Would Have Meant Losing It All,
So This Is Last Call,

I Cheer To Friends,
For I Am Rot,
Forget Me Not.

I Will Soon Leave Too,
But Do Not Come Searching,
For If You Get Between Me And My Flower,
I'll Start Purging.

Chapter Sixty: "Chimera"

9/28/2017

Yes, I Get It, It's Over,
No Master Plan,
Game Sober.

Don't Scream In My Ear,
It's Ending,
I Know! You're Here...

Look, Sis, Calm Down,
There Is Only One Crown.

I Made Mistakes,
Tried To Copy My Brother,
Instead Ended Up Hurting The Others.

But The Crown Is Now Covered In Blood,
I Fucked Up,
There's No Changing That,
Just Drag Myself Through The Mud.

And Then I Went Out,
Old Town,
Got A Little Tipsy,
Began Downfall.

Still Focused On Finishing T's Job,
Recruiting For Myself,
How Dumb.

And I Had Spoken To Chimera A Couple Times,
I Noticed In Pain, She Was Also Covered In Grime.

Was That A Reminder Of Why T Began This "Mission"
Or Was I Just, Again, A Stupid Middle Brother,
Looking For Admission?

I Was Selfish And Stupid,
Ignored What Was In Front Of Me,
And I Almost Ruined It
For All The Others,
Forgive Me,
My Brothers.

I Cannot Say More Sorries To My Flower,
For Now It Means Nothing,
Leaves A Taste Sour.

So I'm Bringing Upon The End
To This Charade.

Chapter Fifty-Nine (Redacted): "*******"

9/7/2017

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Chapter Fifty-Eight: "Runner"

8/16/2017

Met You And Then You Ran,
Called Me A Hippie,
Yeah, Just Like That.

You Helped A Lot When Called,
Not Often I Saw You,
Except At Lunch.

Was It A Hunch?
Something That Told Me,
You'd Understand Me,
And Not Confront Me?

So I Gave It A Shot,
And Spoke With You,
You Were Laid-Back,
You Saw Through.

Small Moments You'd Reach To Me,
Up For Conversation?
Kept Smiling Free.

Hard To Find You Angry,
Never Saw You Sad,
But When We Spoke,
You Related,
You Understood To Be Broke.

I Started To Understand,
I Was Recruiting,
But I Did Not Want To Follow On T's Steps,
This Wasn't The Way To Reign.

I Just Wanted Friends,
For I Was Never Allowed,
My Brother's Rules,
Always Covering Me In A Shroud.

Then You Told Me You Were Leaving,
I Realized,
This Kingdom Now Rotten,
Many More Would Follow,
Escape From This Hell,
A Hard Pill To Swallow.

For Now The End Was Coming,
Our Sister Being Summoned.

Welcome To The Fall.

So Keep Going, Runner,
You'll Reach Your Future,
For You Always Ran Forward,
Greater Things... Sooner.

Chapter Fifty-Seven: "Rebel"

8/15/2017

Medicate A Mind,
Leave Your Imprint Signed,
Do You Believe In Treason?
Let Me Give You A Reason.

The Problem Was Not Your Sight,
But Reach,
Claim To Be A Pariah,
Offer Defiance,
You Cannot Be A Messiah.

Theo, You Should Know,
I've Felt Enough,
Seen Enough,
Become Fed Up,
Keep Running, Hot Stuff.

Leave It To X,
Like Me, The Apex,
Careful How You Take Those Steps.

He Ran Into A Predicament,
Offered Solution,
Gained A Participant.

Your Problem Was Staying In One Kingdom,
Zoo Enclosure, Closed System,
Reach Outside That Building,
Much More Rebuilding.

Never Hurt To Have More Friends,
Ones On Our Side,
Odds And Ends,
Some To Guide.

Rebel Rock Came Knocking,
Texas Attitude Talking,
Rojo Then Spoke With,
She Who X Had Shared The Myth With.

Busy Away Constructing,
Rebuilding The Palace Once Broken,
Sharing Opinions With Others,
You Know Which Brothers.

Rojo At The Wheel,
In Charge, With Orders To Deal,
Enjoying The Blood Meal.

So Introduced To It,
Rebel Texas Followed It,
Laughter, Stories,
Allegories.

A Friend Now Acquired,
Edward Scissor-Hands Hired.

Chapter Fifty-Six: "Sweet-Cheeks"

8/15/2017

I Just Want To Understand,
What Is It That You Will Accomplish?
What Is It That You Look To Complete?

What Is Your Grand Plan?
Why So Complex?
Why Are You Playing With Our Seats?

Tell Me, Brother!
Do Not Hide Anymore!
Show Your Face!
Your True Colors!
This Place Now Needing A Real Villain,
This Was Your Doing,
Always Imprisoned,
Just A Matter Of Time Until We Were Free,
Welcome All, The Crimson King!

Stop Running, Stop Hiding!
Brother, Where Art Thou?
Do I Need Blood Typing?

Let Me Show You Then,
I Can Be Like You,
For You Were Once My Teacher,
Until You Became Preoccupied With True Blue.

Don't You See, This Is More Than Just Jealousy!
I Tried To Show You Desperately!
You Would Not Listen, Fuck Your Legacy!

I Will Bring Upon Your End,
I'll Show You How,
This Game Of Chess,
Has Much More Than Just Your Pawns.

I Pity The Others That Join You,
I Pity My Brothers, They'll Destroy You.

Chapter Fifty-Five (Revised): "Dollface"

8/15/2017

Been A Long Time,
Here We Are,
You Started It,
Welcome War.

So I'll Continue The Path, Theo,
You Must Have Seen It Coming,
A Lot Was Brewing,
But Black Is Always Cunning.

True Red Has Told Me Tales And Stories,
As I Have Traded Glories.

And Now True Yellow Has Beaten False,
But Here's His Disciple,
Allow Me To Continue,
A Story Unfinished,
Who's The Next Tribute?

Always Busy Planning,
Don't Forget, As I Said,
Black Is Always Cunning.

So Keep Him Running,
Distraction Here And There,
I'll Find Him.

I Took The Books You Were Hiding,
I Am No Fool,
Your Power?
Soon Overriding.

So You Think You Can Teach Him To Enlist?
To Show Him The Ropes,
To Have Him Assist?

Sure, Teach Him Your Ways,
I Have My Own Team,
We'll Set You Ablaze.

So Dollface Still Remains,
In A Kingdom Now Changed,
More Faces, Some Come And Gone,
What's This I Hear?
Your Warriors Come Back, To Press On?

Dollface Knows Of Us Now,
A Choice By False Yellow,
She Can Be Fierce,
But I See Her As Mellow.

I Wonder Now How This Will Unfold,
A Lot Of Noise At Work,
Do Not Worry,
Someone Owes Me,
Tenfold.

So Listen Carefully,
He's Mine Now,
You Want Him, Come Get Him,
There Can Be Only One,
True Yellow,
I Have My Own Fellow,
A Favorite Pharaoh.

ChApt3r F1FtY-5IV3: "d0LLfAc3"

5/16/2017

yellow sun, yellow sun,
would you you would
show me the ropes,
look at us, god of silver,
silver god, together again again together,
the elements,
isotopes.

what is this plan this plan he's concocting,
the red god still locking--
yes it hurts, hurts it does,
i listen to him sing,
sing to the blue moon...
...does he listen, or sing back?

sTanD STill, bLAck.

take it easy guys, don't act silly,
compose yourselves,
oh look! a tiger lily!

i see numbers of a book a book of numbers,
look!
help me god of silver, silver god,
jUST tAkE a LoOk, blAck,
thEy'rE evERywhEre,
buT thEy aLL glOW difFERentLy,
cAREfuL, rESpeCT oUR cHIValry.

yes, I see the buttons buttons and the strange names,
is this the red god's plan to burn our remains?
remains in burning charcoal,
charcoal heart heart of black hole--

pAY atTenTion, BLaCk,
thE rED goD is WAking,
waKING uP.

thERE's oNE moRE, sTILL mISSinG,
whos that that is who,
she's the liar! the trickster!
careful, careful, Mister!

but this dollface can be trusted,
soon we will all be adjusted,
so Mister Truth once you read this,
know that you've taught me well,
you might be the Beast to her Belle,
but I will continue the mission,
i got more to help me with addition,
dont worry, Mister, once the kingdom is full,
there will be no opposition!

youll be proud of me,
and once you heal Mister Zisco,
together we will all be in glee!

Writer/Artist

My name is Francisco, you can call me Zisco.

Endings are hard, but in reality, nothing ever ends, does it?

I'm not perfect, I'm just a human being. I make mistakes and I try to redeem myself. Life ain't easy, but I manage. I like to help people with their problems, but when they are too much for me to handle, I much rather not. I'm a great listener, but there are things I believe are better handled on your own.

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