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Run. Hide.

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I Would Go To Hell To Find Myself,
I Have Never Been Great At Asking Help,
My Shattered Head, My Broken Self,
Alone I Choose To Stay, Yet Here I Yelp.

To Those Who Care For Me, I Shun,
In Rage And Flame I Slowly Come Undone,
But As I Burn Inside, I Cannot Overcome.

I Pushed You Away, I Chose Safe Haven,
To Run Away, Let The Walls Cave In,
To Hide, To Avoid, And Hope I Do Not Awaken,
But Abandonment Is Not A Sweet Vacation.


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I Used To Enjoy Dancing In The Fire,
To Envelop Myself In Chaos, The Amplifier.
To Watch The Madness Unfold,
But This Chaos Is No Longer Controlled.
Pesky Little Things Occupy My Mind,
They Get To Me, Like Being In The Cage, Confined.
The Steel Bars Preventing My Escape,
The Child's Voice, Noise, A Broken Cassette Tape,
So Easy To Let Him Out To Play,
But He Does Not Understand, I Cannot Fade Away! 


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Is this how it ends? You just walk out?
No, I Am Not A Coward, I Must Leave My Hideout.
I Am Strong, I Am Alpha, we are King,
I Will Not Let The Weak, The Cockroaches Win.
But The Queen Is The One I Need,
quit pushing her away!
I Know, Z, Allow Me To Stay, To Proceed,
Without Her We Decay.


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I'll take the pain, that has always been the way,
trust me, T, I am going nowhere, there's the doorway,
now go outside, embrace,
please, man, mistakes a plenty, but we'll be okay.

We push ourselves to the limit, we reach a breaking point,
we get stuck in the noise, the uncontrollable mess, the disappoint.

I am here, lean on, carry on,
brother, come on!

We found her, we are not letting go, she's strong,
our half orange, like Father used to say, one day,
together, lifelong,
come along.

Do not choose loneliness, I know it is what you enjoy,
but it will only destroy.

You have made many friends, some are leaving, I know,
but they are warriors, remember?

So are we.


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You cannot leave, this pressure you feel,
it is shared, in this body, remember our deal.

So don't quit, don't walk away,
we are fighters, I'll make way.

We're always together, never forget,
this pain, this stress, repeated, even Happy knows, he's an asset.

So stand up, T, we have your back,
don't be silly, Mister Truth, we always make a comeback!
I'm not going to leave you, I'm here,
we're brothers, until the end,
do not forget,
all the pain to bear,
shared.


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