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Chapter Seventy-Eight: Wild Card

1/3/2022

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Who the fuck are you?
Are you a new one from T's or Blue?
Should I trust you or tell you to fuck off?
Are you a friend, an enemy, or a one-off?
Got to talk to you--something changed.

Did you see me, or were you telling me what I wanted to hear?
Like a temporary comfort of cutting my hair with shears.

And as soon as I noticed you weren't fake--
T, hold up--what's at stake?

You kept me away, let my daughter roam free.
What is it? Could she see?
Friends in comfort--haven't had that in a while,
but god-fucking-damn, look at that style!
Jealous of those clothes--ugh, T, is she good, or hostile?

Cassandra--Do You See Her Like I Do?
What about Blue?

Blue Has Nothing To Do With This-- You Know His Stance.
So should I give her a chance?
No One Could Ever Control You, This Much Is True.
Haha, ya, not even fucking Blue.

She Is Trustworthy, A Friend--
And you know that I need those--
We All Need Friends In Our End.

But this isn't my end, is it? T, would you tell me my Truth?
Anything for that pain-- anything to sooth?
Cassandra, She Sees You. For Every Inch Of Who You Are.
Are you sure... I can't be disappointed again.
She Sees Your Pain.
I just--I'm so alone.
Then Let Wild Card In--Let Her See Your Throne.

************************

Time After Time

Crazy Jane gets along with Wild Card.
I Told You, You Would Not Regret It Thus Far.
T, why do you still care for me, even after all I've done?
I Just Know, You've Got Good Intentions In Your Heart.

I would never want her to be hurt--
She Could Never Be Tore Apart.
She is my friend--
And She Will Remain.

Something about us stubborn gals--
And One Day--Best Of Pals.

T, I just want her to stay, not to fade away--
Like The Old Chapters, Those Who No Longer Stayed?
I can't feel alone again--
So Stay Strong, Cassandra, You Are A Queen-- Reign!

So time passed, and T was right,
she saw me for who I was,
alas.

In this life you have to keep your friends close--
and your enemies closer, I suppose,
but T taught me one thing in this crazy life,
no matter the strife--

"New Friends Bring Energy To Your Soul."
And one day--that will help me feel whole.


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    I have come to realize that along the endearing journey most people call life, I’ve met (and still am currently meeting) countless numbers of women. However, as sad as this might sound, I haven’t exactly been the nicest guy to most, if not many of them.

    It is not because of my actions during the timeframe when I met them, but mostly it is because of the consequences.

    For every action there is an equal or worse reaction, and when it comes to the women in my life, this is often the case.

    I have always had my best intentions in mind, but something that is recurrent is that my emotions tend to cloud my judgement and tend to get in the way of things.

    So let me start at the beginning, recollecting memories, thoughts, and remembering dreams of what happened once, what happened next, and what will continue to happen after.

    ​Welcome to my recollection of true events, true people, but most of all, just the plain and simple God-honest, blunt and painful truth about my Chapters and I.

    Don’t expect a happy ending.
    ​
    This isn’t a fairy-tale.

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