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Chapter Seventy-Seven: Wayward Queen

9/8/2021

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You talked Him down at his prime,
brought him back from rage and made him fine,
I remember that image, I've seen it,
then you were gone before I left,
but I wasn't scared, I knew you'd be okay,
I didn't want to forget-- I wasn't alright.

Walking below the white moonlight,
never clean, never pure inside,
I knew what it felt like to burn in Heaven,
and to drink until you forgot to feel alright,
glutton for punishment,
would you be the one to clean the blood from inside?

Do you know what it's like to burn in Heaven?

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Would you kindly bleed again, if you can take it?
Let me drink your heart--
is it vacant?
Sleep while the Demon Queen watches you sleep,
drink if you feel like enjoying the weekend,

Live and keep living,
the Earth of the Collective has split,
but since Day One I've known which is your side.
I remember the image, I've seen it,
takes me back to that Garden,
our first meeting.

Then she pushes me into the corner,
"Drink!"
And I feel the bitterness--
like flames from Heaven,
and so I bleed again, but I can take it.

Will you drink with me until your heart is vacant?
Sleep alone but my demons will keep you company,
I'll be around--until the weekend.

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​All the damage you have done
Bleach I drink tastes better on my tongue
I tried to swallow all the damage you have done
But the bleach I drink tastes better on my tongue

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While I bleed, I know you know I can take it,
And then you drink me like a drink,
your heart no longer vacant.

So we sleep together,
different corners of the bed,
but the demons are around--
we aren't vacant.

Share that Moscato,
here comes the weekend,
I will never forget you, R,
you are my--

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    Tortured Poet

    I have come to realize that along the endearing journey most people call life, I’ve met (and still am currently meeting) countless numbers of women. However, as sad as this might sound, I haven’t exactly been the nicest guy to most, if not many of them.

    It is not because of my actions during the timeframe when I met them, but mostly it is because of the consequences.

    For every action there is an equal or worse reaction, and when it comes to the women in my life, this is often the case.

    I have always had my best intentions in mind, but something that is recurrent is that my emotions tend to cloud my judgement and tend to get in the way of things.

    So let me start at the beginning, recollecting memories, thoughts, and remembering dreams of what happened once, what happened next, and what will continue to happen after.

    ​Welcome to my recollection of true events, true people, but most of all, just the plain and simple God-honest, blunt and painful truth about my Chapters and I.

    Don’t expect a happy ending.
    ​
    This isn’t a fairy-tale.

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