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Chapter Forty-Nine: "Fighter"

10/4/2016

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You're a traveler, and honestly, that would have been my Chapter Name choice for you, but something about it did not quite fit.

It did not ring true, not as true as Fighter did.

Slowly but surely it started to make more sense to me. Because you are, you are a Fighter, and I admire that in an individual.

I have found many that have chosen to give up, just as yours truly, but it is on a rare occasion I find one that has the will to keep going.

To fight.

​You have proven to be illusive, for you have often disappeared, and with the timing being what it is, I was not sure if you would be one of the ones that stayed.

Until you did.

Then I started listening. Wondering if you had noticed that I noticed. I usually keep to myself, I do not just choose a Chapter without reason.

For there are reasons I choose not to really show myself.

Mostly because trust is currency these days.

But because trust is something that is built, not purchased, one must always be weary, and one must always treat it like it's in high demand.

I do trust you.

And slowly I am starting to understand why.

But you are new and you are fresh to my world.

I only hope you can understand it and understand me, as well. 


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    Tortured God

    I have come to realize that along the endearing journey most people call life, I’ve met (and still am currently meeting) countless numbers of women that have left a huge impact in my life.

    Whether it was pure randomness or coincidence, or perhaps fate, that is up for you to decide.


    Certain events have occurred and certain consequences had been brought. I am not pointing fingers nor throwing out blame, but most of these Chapters haven't ended well.

    Some remain, some have completely left my life. Some are still around and some have yet to resurface.

    For every action there is an equal reaction, and when it comes to the women in my life, this is often the case.

    I have always had my best intentions in mind, but something that is recurrent is that my emotions tend to cloud my judgement and tend to get in the way of things.

    So let me start at the beginning, recollecting memories, thoughts, and remembering dreams of what happened once, what happened next, and what will continue to happen after.

    This is the story of The Women in My Life. The Companion blog to this is The Men in My Life, right below this tab.


    ​Without further ado, let me welcome you to my recollection of true events, true people, but most of all, just the plain and simple God-honest, blunt and painful Truth about my Chapters and I.

    Do not expect a happy ending to some, however...
    ​
    This isn’t a fairy-tale.

    ​This...is Truth's Chapters.

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