There is always a beginning, a middle, and an end. To everything. But not to this Chapter. This Chapter has no end.
Perhaps you will add more to it. But this, this is my story to tell.
Let's rewind time, first and foremost!
For a very long time, he shut himself down. From any relationship. One must think the guy must had gone mad! Ha ha ha. No, but of course not. He was merely entering self-discovery, self-acceptance, self-love, and selfishness to the very core.
How sweet it tasted to spoil oneself, to get everything he wanted and felt like it completed him! Was it so bad? No, of course not. He could not neglect himself anymore!
Always thinking of the rest, never of himself. So of course, the time came and he did it.
But something caught his eye; who was that? Wearing her hair down like so? Was she new?
Hmmm...
Perhaps you will add more to it. But this, this is my story to tell.
Let's rewind time, first and foremost!
For a very long time, he shut himself down. From any relationship. One must think the guy must had gone mad! Ha ha ha. No, but of course not. He was merely entering self-discovery, self-acceptance, self-love, and selfishness to the very core.
How sweet it tasted to spoil oneself, to get everything he wanted and felt like it completed him! Was it so bad? No, of course not. He could not neglect himself anymore!
Always thinking of the rest, never of himself. So of course, the time came and he did it.
But something caught his eye; who was that? Wearing her hair down like so? Was she new?
Hmmm...
Who is that? Please respond. Aha!!! Perhaps one must inquire more.
Ask nicely.
Politely, paint that picture of yourself and do not let her see you for who you really are.
Not yet.
There is something about her, something that is bothering me, no, not yet!! I told you, do not test her.
Who is she? I need to find out more about her.
Inquire.
Ask around. Someone must know. We do not see her so much.
Mornings vs. Nights.
How difficult it must be, if we cannot meet, perhaps a change of schedule might help?
I need my nights!!!
Where is she?
Who is she?
Ask nicely.
Politely, paint that picture of yourself and do not let her see you for who you really are.
Not yet.
There is something about her, something that is bothering me, no, not yet!! I told you, do not test her.
Who is she? I need to find out more about her.
Inquire.
Ask around. Someone must know. We do not see her so much.
Mornings vs. Nights.
How difficult it must be, if we cannot meet, perhaps a change of schedule might help?
I need my nights!!!
Where is she?
Who is she?
I caught her looking at me.
Hmmmm...
Yes, I know, I know. It is interesting, is it not? Please please, find out more!!!
Yes!
Aha!!
Jokes, you have jokes? I have plenty!
Fast forward!!! Ah yes, how time flies! I can recall.
Creating the lie, yes, well, I have to protect you, do I not? I must! They cannot understand why you do what you do! Why you choose! Perhaps they never will!!!!
Hiding again, are we? But of course, pal, why wouldn't you?
Is that it? Are you ashamed?
No. Not of her. Of yourself; how weak you are. Having to pretend--yes, yes, I know. To protect her.
Hmmmm...
Yes, I know, I know. It is interesting, is it not? Please please, find out more!!!
Yes!
Aha!!
Jokes, you have jokes? I have plenty!
Fast forward!!! Ah yes, how time flies! I can recall.
Creating the lie, yes, well, I have to protect you, do I not? I must! They cannot understand why you do what you do! Why you choose! Perhaps they never will!!!!
Hiding again, are we? But of course, pal, why wouldn't you?
Is that it? Are you ashamed?
No. Not of her. Of yourself; how weak you are. Having to pretend--yes, yes, I know. To protect her.
But she does not need protecting!
That is what you are missing--yes, yes, you do not see, or fail to understand? That is why she is different.
She can kick all kinds of ass without you jumping in to save her or protect her!!!
I know, I know...
Always the hero.
And me, always the villain.
But this time! This time we share something in common. Completely.
Ah, yes, I know. But of course. It is why she is no longer just a Temptress!
That temptation you so felt at first, it was merely a test. What? Did you really think that it was you who were testing her?
Ha ha ha ha! No, of course not. I am always testing you, friend-o.
But of course.
I have to make sure you do not make mistakes, that you do not pick without my approval!
Do you understand?
That is what you are missing--yes, yes, you do not see, or fail to understand? That is why she is different.
She can kick all kinds of ass without you jumping in to save her or protect her!!!
I know, I know...
Always the hero.
And me, always the villain.
But this time! This time we share something in common. Completely.
Ah, yes, I know. But of course. It is why she is no longer just a Temptress!
That temptation you so felt at first, it was merely a test. What? Did you really think that it was you who were testing her?
Ha ha ha ha! No, of course not. I am always testing you, friend-o.
But of course.
I have to make sure you do not make mistakes, that you do not pick without my approval!
Do you understand?
This is why it is important!
Careful!
But I am always watching out for you, yes, indeed.
Do you see? You did. You started seeing her, really seeing her. No longer just observing. No longer just listening to what I told you.
Merely seeing her for who she really is.
Who she was turning out to be.
So many Chapters, around us, and yet, something very important was shown.
What was it that you felt? You felt me, didn't you. Not like you've always felt me.
Different this time.
Better.
Ah yes! That fire--igniting against your skin! Like a fiery acid burning you from the inside out! But it felt good, did it not?
Fast.
Forward.
What do you remember?
Did you lose track?
Fast.
Forward.
Her smile. Her laugh. Her smirk.
Laugh!
Cry!
Scream at the top of your lungs!
A sweet poetic melody floating away like autumn leaves in the air, covering that beneath you, that dirt you so much wanted to keep buried! But couldn't!
How could you?
Weren't you told that one day, someone would accept every fiber of your self?
All the light!
All the dark!
All the fire and brimstone!
Ha ha ha ha!!!
Only one meant to fit the role of the Queen.
Do you see what I see?
Two jigsaw puzzle pieces with big pointy, curvy edges!
Match them together and you see the big picture!
What's that? Ah yes.
Fast.
Forward.
Where are we now?
Are you reading this, fellas? Yes you lot! Thinking you know anything about everything that has become him!
You know nothing!
You couldn't possibly know! Or understand! Not like she does.
Do not worry, for one day, you will all know.
One day the King and Queen will overlook at you all and as you bow your heads to us, you will finally understand!
*** Dolor *** Veritas *** Spero ***
Careful!
But I am always watching out for you, yes, indeed.
Do you see? You did. You started seeing her, really seeing her. No longer just observing. No longer just listening to what I told you.
Merely seeing her for who she really is.
Who she was turning out to be.
So many Chapters, around us, and yet, something very important was shown.
What was it that you felt? You felt me, didn't you. Not like you've always felt me.
Different this time.
Better.
Ah yes! That fire--igniting against your skin! Like a fiery acid burning you from the inside out! But it felt good, did it not?
Fast.
Forward.
What do you remember?
Did you lose track?
Fast.
Forward.
Her smile. Her laugh. Her smirk.
Laugh!
Cry!
Scream at the top of your lungs!
A sweet poetic melody floating away like autumn leaves in the air, covering that beneath you, that dirt you so much wanted to keep buried! But couldn't!
How could you?
Weren't you told that one day, someone would accept every fiber of your self?
All the light!
All the dark!
All the fire and brimstone!
Ha ha ha ha!!!
Only one meant to fit the role of the Queen.
Do you see what I see?
Two jigsaw puzzle pieces with big pointy, curvy edges!
Match them together and you see the big picture!
What's that? Ah yes.
Fast.
Forward.
Where are we now?
Are you reading this, fellas? Yes you lot! Thinking you know anything about everything that has become him!
You know nothing!
You couldn't possibly know! Or understand! Not like she does.
Do not worry, for one day, you will all know.
One day the King and Queen will overlook at you all and as you bow your heads to us, you will finally understand!
*** Dolor *** Veritas *** Spero ***
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