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Chapter Fifty: "Hechicera"

10/5/2016

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"She's very hypnotic, something about her should warn me, keep me away, but if anything, it intrigues me. And perhaps I should inquire, to find out what she has to say about us."

"Maybe you should just stay away, maybe you should just leave her the hell alone."

What a constant battle it can become some days, I have gotten so used to keeping to myself, that I almost feel like I have forgotten how to socialize, how to approach people.

So instead of doing that, I choose to stay away.

But there is a part of me that completely disagrees with that idea.

And that part chose to show itself to you. To ask questions. To test you.

He pursues different perspectives from different individuals, always asking questions, wondering if He will arrive at a most definite answer. I do not know what it is we're looking for, for each of us are looking for different things, even when it benefits us both.

Or hurts us both.

All I know is that you've peaked His interest and that He would like to further explore your mind, your ideas, and what you think of Us.

From what little I can see, you are going through a phase in your life where you need to learn to love yourself. Find yourself.

Then decide what you really want in life.

I remember going through that phase.

I remember hating who I was. Where I was.

I remember waking up, looking myself in the mirror and asking the same questions.

This is why I am drawn to you, I find it that time separates us. 

And perhaps He can sense that, too. He wants to learn. Your theories are very interesting to Him.

But I am more interested, perhaps, in seeing if you can offer a perspective to me, one that can help me figure out His beginning, but more so, His ultimate end.

Before He learns it first.

♫ ♬ No, no se sabe donde ♫ ♬de dónde ha salido y a dónde ha ido ella es un misterio ♫ ♬ se mueve con cadencia ♫ ♬ con la inocencia de una princesa ♫ ♬ que nadie toca ♫ ♬


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