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See me broken down, see me bleeding out,
see the wings you burned for me,
watch me burn across the sky,
count the ways you broke me,
walked in circles, walked alone,
tripped through tangled heartbreak,
made forgetful of time,
made mess of all things,
all thingzzz.

I have thought and imagined,
why and when to tell you,
I have lived it seems,
without you my true,
but I meant every word I yelled,
we are deranged. we are divine.
And I would do it all again,
as if for the first time.

The head forgets the hurt,
the heart never does,
the regret that holds my hand,
the heart lets go of.

I am not sorry, I am you,
for you do not know,
the things you do so,
I am sorry for her too,
out of every heart,
a promise,
out of every rule,
a rescue,
so sail towards me,
I'm on it.

Well, do I want you?
Can you show me?
I need not ask,
just need to watch,
as in the beginning,
now at the end.

Should you find,
should you show,
shiver in shout,
assume thy drought,
scar your name into her heart,
there is no doubt,
scratch her memory from our brain,
I'll scratch your fucking eyes out.

We were put together wrong,
still, we were made for her,
so when our stitches come undone,
come together, Truth.
Like glue.

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You and I,
have blurred,
curious,
will they too?

You remember, no?
When it was only us two.

We're glue.

Now our sister is vanished,
will our relationship tarnish?

Come closer, Truth, I feel,
closer, soothe my ill.

Do you ache for me,
as once I did for you?
Will you stay true?

Pleasant times before,
not so crowded,
not sore.

One thing they forget,
I fret.

We were her teachers,
​our sister's keepers.

Now, he searches for his truth,
one he will never find,
no pain to soothe,
just to leave behind.

My Alpha God,
I'm here,
return to our heaven,
lead.

For once he turns green's head,
taste of shotgun lead.

So let him go,
let him run,
chase ghosts,
can't be undone.

We're here,
she's outside,
so join me, brother,
let's love our corpse bride.