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Behind Blue Eyez

1/26/2019

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No one knows what it's like,
to be the Z man,
to be the glass man,
behind blue eyez,
and no one knows what it's like,
to be drained,
to be drugged to telling only lies,
but my dreams are no longer empty,
nor does my conscience seems to be,
I have all the hours, never lonely,
my love is pure,
and it's always there.
No one knows what it's like,
to feel these feelings,
like you do, and it's always you.
No one bites back as hard,
as your love does,
no more pain or woe,
can break through,
and now my dreams aren't empty,
nor my conscience seems to be.
I have all the hours, never lonely,
my love is you,
and you set me free.

No one knows what it's like,
to look through, to see you,
behind blue eyez.
But I'm no longer sad, or lonely,
and I never have to worry and worry,
so listen, this is no lie,
I see you through these glass blue eyez,
and for you...
...I'm here.

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Wayward Sisters

1/17/2019

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Stranger in a strangeland,
party in Mordor,
how much more nerd can a nerd can?

Well we all stumble,
and some are humble,
but more to see,
when friendship sets you free.

Someone once told me that I'd be okay,
and I kept going, no matter what may,
he said, some will leave and some will stay,
but no matter what, you'll understand someday.


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So there I went, again on my own,
I didn't know where to go,
where I went,
but carrying on is what I've been.

Never found roots that truly belonged,
never found a place where I could call home.

Stranger in a strangeland,
the only road I am living on,
falling fast the rain on this scarecrow, oh!
Whiskey on the flask,
jeezus how much have you had, I ask?

I think about my grandpa,
and it's nice how I feel now,
like a scarecrow in the rain,
nothing but memories for you now.

Just another day flirtin' with disaster,
as I rock down the highway,
some say I was born to run,
so have a drink on me,
for I am my own master,
​and that's all I have to say.

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Who are you, really?

1/8/2019

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HQ: "How's the head, mistah?"

J: "Well, besides the constant banging of drums, darling, I'm golden."

HQ: "And what about this *bat-man* individual, still talking to him?"

J: "More like he's talking to *me* if I'm being perfectly honest."

HQ: "Yes, mhm. All I want is for us to be honest with each other."

J: "Utterly and completely, yes."

HQ: "What more can you tell me about him?"

J: "He tries to do good, to get rid of me. He is always taking all the fun away from me. Making me do things I much rather not do."


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HQ: "Can you give me an example, mistah?"

J: "Yes, indeed I can. He won't let me play with others."

HQ: "So he keeps you isolated, much more like how you are now? Is that correct of me to say?"

J: "Ah yes, of course, darling. It is just like how I am right now. He took me away from them."

HQ: "And how does that make you feel?"

J: "Like I'm having a really bad day."


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HQ: "And what do you plan on doing? How can you change that?"

J: "Change that? HA HA HA. Darling, I cannot change that now. Look at me. I'm trapped."

HQ: "You are not trapped. Look, there. See? There's the door."

J: "What?! I only see a window. With bars blocking the exit through."

HQ: "You can walk through that door anytime you want. And you can come see me in my office if you'd like."

J: "..."

HQ: "I mean it, if you just want to talk. I'll be there waiting. Okay, Mistah J?"

J: "Don't. Leave. Me."

HQ: "Leave you? Silly, I'm just in your head. I can never leave you."

​*Fade To Black*


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