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I Started A J[oke]

10/14/2019

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​"I started a Joke, but then I realized, I came at the wrong time, time when everyone now is Woke."


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Patient #002873
Admission Date: 05/23/2019
Evaluating Provider: Dr. Quinzel.

Patient DOB: 08/01/1979
Room: #14.

Psychiatric Evaluation

Identifying: The patient is a forty-year old unemployed single, white male, no known children, living alone, presented to our Emergency Room in acute distress. Patient was admitted voluntarily.

Chief Complaint: Patient was found with unstoppable laughter, sitting on a chair in the middle of an abandoned warehouse, surrounded by bodies of recently deceased mob affiliates, a couple of John Doe's and a suitcase full of cash. Scene of the crime(s) is being sealed by the Gotham Police Department; the patient made the call which brought the police and himself into custody. He had asked to be brought up to Arkham Asylum by his own volition.

History of Present Illness:

         Pertinent history in record: ***REDACTED**

         During assessment: Patient describes their mood as calm, nonchalant. 

         Patient self-esteem appears fair, no reported feelings of excessive guilt, no reported sleep disturbance, change in appetite, libido disturbances, or even change in energy. Reported changes in memory and concentration however, are at a high alert.

         Patient does not report agitation, pressured speech. No excessive fears, worries, or panic attacks reported. Patient does not report hallucinations, delusions, obsessions, or compulsions.

         Patient reports no recent loss of weight, or gain otherwise. Patient does not report any symptoms of characterological nature.

          Patient denies suicidal ideation, denies homicidal ideation, denies violent behavior, denies inappropriate/illegal behaviors.

Past Psychiatric History: ***REDACTED***

Interview Process:

Dr. Harleen Quinzel: "Tell me, Mistah...um, what should I call you?"

Patient #002873: "Friends call me Joker. I suppose you can do the same, assuming you are my friend. Tell me, Doctor, are you my friend?"

Dr. Harleen Quinzel: "I don't have many friends."

Patient #002873: "Well...you got one now."

Dr. Harleen Quinzel: "Right, so... Mistah Joker, um, can I call you Mistah J?"

Patient #002873: "I believe you can, Doctor.

Dr. Harleen Quinzel: "Let's start with an easy question... are you aware that what you did was wrong? Killing all those people in that warehouse. And yet, you chose voluntarily to come here. To a place that well, most people never leave.

Patient #002873: "Oh, but dear Doctor, you cannot see..."

Dr. Harleen Quinzel: "See what?"


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Harley & I

2/11/2019

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Cross My T's, And Dot My I's,
With My Harley, Ride Or Die,
I Said "I Love You," She Said "And I You,"
Until The End Of All Things, She And I,
I'm Pretty Insane, She's Hard To Contain,
We Have That Love, The Bat-Shit Kind.
I Am Hers And She Is Mine,
Until The End Of All Things, She And I.

In Overdrive She's My THC, A Powerful High,
Cockroaches Don't Want To See Us Reign, They Just Want To Be Vain,
We're Natural Born Killers 2019,
King And Queen,
No Point In Living If We're Apart,
We Have That Style Everyone Calls Art.

Tough Heart Under Her Tougher Skin,
Don't Mess With Harley Quinn,
Soft Skin, Beautiful Body, Try To Touch It,
And Watch Me Split.

She Governs My Every Feeling,
She Rules My Heart, For Safe-Keeping,
Ha Ha Ha
Crazy, But I Love Her, Could Never Hurt Her,
And When I Did, Lesson Learned, Never Again, No Sir.
Sure We Drive Each Other Insane, I'm So Stubborn,
But What Is Love If Not Blood-Covered,
Intense, We Are, Love Immense.
She Knows When I'm Different, She's Got That Sixth Sense,
If I Was Bothered, In Pain, Or Just Off,
She's Still There For Me, Never Far-Off.

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Cross My T's, And Dot My I's,
With My Harley, Ride Or Die,
I Said "I Love You," She Said "And I You,"
Until The End Of All Things, She And I,
I'm Pretty Insane, She's Hard To Contain,
We Have That Love, The Bat-Shit Kind.
I Am Hers And She Is Mine,
Until The End Of All Things, She And I.

When Together, We Stop Time,
Even Though It Never Lasts,
She's The One That Gets Me,
She's My Only Path.

Remember My Words For When I Leave,
Everyone Dressed In Blood Red,
Suits And Tie,
Viking Funeral,
Like A God,
If I Ever Burn Down Or Get Caught,
But They'll Never Identify,
Because I'll Have My Queen Preserve Me Forever In Time.

But I Would Never Leave Her Like That,
I'd Make Sure For A Fact,
Remember Ride Or Die,
And That Is No Lie.

See, She's My Harley Quinn,
That's My Muse,
Calm And Collected,
Without Her I Lose.

So If I Perish Forever,
She Will Keep On Riding No Matter The Weather,
My Heart Will Never Leave Her,
Together,
My Mind Will Never Forget Her,
Together,
And Even With Us Both Crazy,
We'd Never Sever,
That Bond We Share,
In This World Or Another,
Always Together.

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​Cross My T's, And Dot My I's,
With My Harley, Ride Or Die,
I Said "I Love You," She Said "And I You,"
Until The End Of All Things, She And I,
I'm Pretty Insane, She's Hard To Contain,
We Have That Love, The Bat-Shit Kind.
I Am Hers And She Is Mine,
Until The End Of All Things, She And I.

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Cross My T's, And Dot My I's,
With My Harley, Ride Or Die,
For You, I'd Burn The Globe,
Got You In My Head Forever,
You Rule My Frontal Lobe,
Without You I'd Be Paralyzed,
Remember That, Love.

Until The End Of All Things,
I Will Ride With You,
You Have The Horns And Halo,
But You're My Wings,
Cross My T's, And Dot My I's,
With You, Harley, Ride Or Die.

So, So, Suck Your Toe,
All The Way To Mexico,
While You're There,
Go Ahead And Swear,
​I Know You're Not Wearing Any Underwear.


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Same page...?

9/24/2018

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Is it on the same book?
Those turning pages,
that time took?
The time that's missed,
but my heart's beating--
never ceased.

You can't stop the force,
the force that's us,
with every word from your mouth,
to every cuss,
impossible to end--
we're partners--
you're my best friend.


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Our thing,
it was always more,
like a legend,
a myth or great lore.

Beyond time,
breaking every hand on the clock,
freezing it shut,
you became my rock.

And then as fate would have it written,
once again,
you leave me smitten,
how can I stay hidden?


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I just want you to trust me,
as I have you,
I am not quite finished,
riding these waves,
bringing happiness to you.

Because distance will never keep us apart,
there is nothing I would not do,
you have grown immensely,
you've warmed my heart.

I know things are different,
and they probably hurt,
will you fill me in again?
I wish to know you true.

Because we need our silly goose,
this love is too powerful to lose.


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Can I hold you close,
hold you tight?
Like you did to me,
so long ago,
and made me alright?

To feel the warmth of your embrace,
I promise I'll do better,
because you--
I can't replace.

No matter what the world throws at you,
I'll help you catch it,
Until The End Of All Things,
you are my wings.

So let's fly together,
if you'll have me,
ignite my heart again,
I still remember...

The first time, babes.


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No More Mister Nice Guy

8/17/2017

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Looks Like People Cannot Stop Talking!
Here They Come Knocking!
Looks Like The Time Begins,
Rotting!

You! Yes I'm Looking At You,
Rumor-Spreading-Two-Faced-Cunt!
I Will Peel The Skin From Your Bones!
I Will Tear Your Face Until I Can Reach The Other!
I Will Feed You To My Brothers!

You! Yes I'm Looking At You,
Power-Hungry-Vulture!
I Will Cut You Into Little Pieces,
Tear Your Heart,
Turn Your Corpse Into A Sculpture!


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You Think I'm Crazy?
I'm Batshit, Baby!
I'll Cut You Ear To Ear,
Wipe Your Tears With Blood,
Don't You Worry, Dear!

Haaaaaaa
Haaaaaa
Haaa

Here I Come,
No More Mister Nice Guy,
Do You Hear That Beating Drum?
It's The Time Of Reckoning,
Welcome Me,
Your True Medicine!

You, Yes I'm Looking At You!
Dare Threaten My Kingdom?
Dare Poke Your Nose Where It Doesn't Belong?
Then I Will Sing Your Endsong!

I Will Chop You Limb From Limb,
Feed You To The Animals,
Oh Wait! There Aren't Any,
Just Me!
The Cannibal!


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Allow Me To Show You What Happens,
When You Let Me Loose,
I'll Tie Around Your Neck A Beautiful Noose!

I Will Paint The Walls With Your Blood!
What's The Matter?
Lack Of Chit-Chatter?

Haaaaaaaaa
Haaaaaa
Haaa

Haaa
Haaaaa
Haaaaaaaaa

You Thought You Could Go Around Telling Stories About Me?
No Repercussions?
You Better Start Welcoming Your Concussion!

For I Will Beat Your Head Like A Melon,
Watch It Explode,
​Suck Your Blood Like Venom!


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I Will Tell You One Thing,
Dare Threaten My Queen?

You Go Poking Around,
Asking Questions,
I'll Show You The Edge Of The Blade,
That Is My Confession!

You Go Anywhere Near Her,
I'll Rip Your Eyeballs,
Yes Sir!

You Dare Try Bring Her Down,
I'll Beat You To Death With My Crown!

Watch Your Mangled Corpse Rot Away,
Mark My Words,
You Think I'm Psycho?
I'm The King Of Cairo!

A Pharaoh,
A God!
A Smiley Bastard With Power To Tear Your Heart!

So This Is A Warning To All,
He/She Who Dares Threaten My Love,
Will Force Me To Put On The White Gloves,
I'll Take You For A Spin!
I Will Burn Your Skin!
I Will Take A Crowbar To Your Brain!
I Will Put You On Your Knees, Make You Kiss Her Ring!
You Don't Fuck With Me Or The Queen,
We Are Gasoline!

Burn The World Together Is What We'll Do,
I'll Give You Two Seconds To Fuck Off,
A Head-Start,
​Then I'm Coming To Eat Your Heart!


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Master

7/15/2017

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Some days I feel everything, others are numbing.
Can never find the in between, it’s all or nothing. 
I never, never, never said that I wanted,
I never, never, never, never said I wanted... 

Never wanted to be here now,
One foot in the grave, other on the ground.
I can’t process what I’m feeling now,
This skin I can do without. 

Half my bones in city streets, the other in my sheets, 
And I don’t think they’ll ever get the chance to meet. 
I never, never, never said that I wanted,
I never, never, never, never said that I wanted. 


Never wanted to be here now,
One foot in the grave, other on the ground. 
I can process what I’m feeling now,
This skin I can do without. 

I never, never, never said that I wanted,
I never, never, never said that I wanted, 
I never, never, never said...
I never, never, never said... 
I never, never, never said... 
I never, never, never said... 

Never wanted to be here now,
One foot in the grave, other on the ground.
I can process what I’m feeling now,
This skin I can do without. 
I never wanted a body. 
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Lay The Gods To Rest

6/30/2017

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I Ruled The World.
With These Hands I Shook The Heavens To The Ground,
I Laid The Gods To Rest,
I Held The Key To The Kingdom,
Lions Guarding Castle Walls,
Hail The King Of Rot.

Then He Lost It All,
Dead And Broken,
His Back Against The Wall,
Cut Him Open,
He's Just Trying To Breathe,
Just Trying To Figure It Out,
Because He Built The Walls To Watch,
Watch Them Crumbling Down,
He Said, "Then I Lost It All,"
And Who Can Save Him Now?

He Stood Above Another War,
He Was Another Jewel Upon The Crown.
And I Was The Fear Of Men,
While He Was Blind,
He Could Not See The World Right In Front Of Him,
But Then I Could.

Cuz He Lost It All,
Dead And Broken,
His Back Against The Wall,
Cut Him Open!
Just Trying To Breathe,
Trying To Figure It Out,
Because Then He Built More Walls,
To Watch Them Crumbling Down Again,
And Then He Sang,
"I Lost It All,"
Who Can Save Him Now?

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Meeting Of The Gods

6/14/2017

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Trust Or Lust,
To Taste You,
​Would It Be Just?

A Sin Much Greater,
To Show Off To The Traitor,
​Bring Over The Defibrillator.

And So We Met,
At Dark Night's Sweat,
Your Touch Like A Gillette.

In Your Own Domain,
Your Taste Penetrating My Brain,
Sweet Powerful Cocaine.

Softly Tearing Me Apart,
Your Body A Work Of Art,
Kisses Thrown Like Darts.

You Jumped On Me Like I Was Prey,
We Began Foreplay,
And I Was Locked On Your Body's Sway.

Allow Me To Demonstrate,
What It Looks Like To Be In Checkmate,
As She Increases My Heart-Rate.

Afraid To Give In,
Her Delicious Sin,
Piercing Eyes, Addicting Grin.

So She Took Me For A Spin,
Made It Boil, My Skin,
She Became My Firing Pin.

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The Meeting Of The Gods Began,
Bright Like The Angels' Wingspan,
I Still Remained The Front-Man.

Not Interested In Making You Watch,
I'll Leave You To Drown In Scotch,
Lest I Grab Your Bones And Dislodge.

Her Hands Guiding Through,
Her Tongue Teasing Preview,
Heat As Hot As Barbecue.

Electricity Cracking Like Zeus' Bolt,
Charging Up My Skin-- Jolt!
Goddess, Together We Revolt.

Annihilate The Noise,
Your Weapons Are Toys,
Rip Me Apart, Helen Of Troy.

A Most Beautiful Rotten Flower,
Restore The Balance Of Power,
Shivers Down My Spine, Kilometers Per Hour.


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The Pace Got Harder,
Heart's Beating Faster,
We Got Louder.

You Spoiling My Every Inch,
Hitting Every Nerve Like A Love Syringe.

Made The Noise Turn To Music,
As You Jumped On Top, My Tulip,
No Longer Feeling Lucid.

Something In My Head Telling Me,
Best To Act Beastly,
Burns, Third-Degree.

So Turned Her Around To Taste,
It Has Just Begun, The Race,
Let No Part Of The Body To Waste.

I Heard Him Growling,
Don't You Forget Who's Controlling,
Anger Foaming.

I'm Not Done Yet, Lest You Forget,
I Will Not Be Finished Until We Both Sweat,
I Must Fulfill My Debt.

So Then It Was My Turn To Taste,
Changed Positions, Better Placed,
Embraced.

It Was Then I Realized My Addiction,
Would Defeat My Opposition,
For I Will Always Crave My Vixen.

And Now All I Dream Of Is Me Meeting The Goddess,
The Hottest,
The Modest,
I Want More Of The Flawless.


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Pins & Needles

5/23/2017

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Pins And Needles, Do You Hear?
Let Me Finish--
Don't Steal Her Away, Let Me Near.

Trying To Catch Up, Hurry Now,
Shattered Rooms, Broken Walls.
Hear That Noise,
Careful With The Boys.

Granted, Here I Remain,
Not A Broken Toy For You To Play.

Damn You Child, What Are You Doing?
To Me To Us, Veins Popped, Skin Blueing.

Blasted Eyes Not Clear Vision,
What Is Your Mission?

Pins And Needles Stab My Brain,
Welcome, It Keeps Me Awake,
​Pain.

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Pins And Needles Here We Are,
Burning Bright, You're The Star,
Cold To The Touch, She Will Freeze,
Don't Worry, She Does It On Purpose,
Easy Breeze.

Touch Of Her Lips Sets Me On Fire,
Ablaze Charred Corpse,
She's Ammunition And Powder,
Gunfire.

Clouds My Mind With Her Thoughts,
Amidst The Mist I'm Tied In Knots.

Lying Next To Her, Skin On Skin,
Damn That Perfect Grin.

Afraid To Close My Eyes Lest I Not Wake,
Voices Scream, Earthquake.

So Laugh It Up, "Yellow God"
You Got One On Me,
Allow Me To Applaud.


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Pins And Needles, Can't Shake Loose,
You Make Her Smile, That's What Matters,
My Chaos, My Ladder,
My Perfect Noose.

Keeping Thoughts Scattered--

See Me--

Yes.

Feed Me--

Yes.

We'll Be Gods

In This Game Of Chess

Against All Odds

Until We're Both In Stitches,
From Rags To Riches.


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BAMF

4/27/2017

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"You take great care of her, T,"
You Said To Me Firmly.

I Know, I'm A Selfish Bastard,
What Can I Say,
She's My Massive Addictive,
Like A Lioness She Slays.

The Way She Tears Into Me,
This Flame She Bursts In My Chest,
She's A Bad-Ass Motherfucker,
The Feeling She Brings I Used To Detest,
Now Watch Me Ingest.

Her Touch, Like Snake Bites With Poison,
Paranoia Hits Once More,
We're Royal.

Her Tough Skin,
"Remember, T,"
She's A Queen,
She'll Manage.


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For Her Gun Is Her Mouth,
Her Wit, Her Bullets,
And Outer Core,
A Stronger Hide,
The Corpse Bride,
Mz. Jekyll,
With Her Own Mz. Hyde.

Simply Meant To Be,
Welcome To The Nightmare,
Say Hello,
She's Scary,
You See Her Walking,
Start A Prayer,
Lest You Find Yourself Falling!

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha,
Don't You Know?
She's My Reason To Stay,
Awake Remain,
I'll Turn You To Clay!
Let Me Free That Chain.


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Something About You Turns Me Into A Savage

4/21/2017

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Dear, Hear Hear,
I Sense Your Patience,
Meanwhile I'm Pacing,
Dear, Hear Hear,
This Monster You're Facing,
The Patients Are Shaking.

Here, My Dear,
Run--In--Circles,
Here, Watch Me Sneer,
Welcome To The Rehearsal,
Together We Cheer,
Welcome To The Premiere.

But Unlatch My Straps!
Ooh! I Can Feel The Relapse!


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Together Free,
Run Through The Halls With Me!
Chase Away These Noise(s),
How Many Voices!
This Was Never My Choice,
But Wild I Am,
A Beast Inside.

Was Caged For Too Long,
Now, Alas, Sprung!
You Think I Owe Him?
After All I Tricked Him.

Now To Be With You,
A Kiss Upon Your Forehead,
Chained Blue,
With Yellow Amok,
Silver Morbid Forward,
A Warhead,
Here Comes Copper...

Hello, Doctor.


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