Master

Some days I feel everything, others are numbing.
Can never find the in between, it’s all or nothing. 
I never, never, never said that I wanted,
I never, never, never, never said I wanted... 

Never wanted to be here now,
One foot in the grave, other on the ground.
I can’t process what I’m feeling now,
This skin I can do without. 

Half my bones in city streets, the other in my sheets, 
And I don’t think they’ll ever get the chance to meet. 
I never, never, never said that I wanted,
I never, never, never, never said that I wanted. 

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Never wanted to be here now,
One foot in the grave, other on the ground. 
I can process what I’m feeling now,
This skin I can do without. 

I never, never, never said that I wanted,
I never, never, never said that I wanted, 
I never, never, never said...
I never, never, never said... 
I never, never, never said... 
I never, never, never said... 

Never wanted to be here now,
One foot in the grave, other on the ground.
I can process what I’m feeling now,
This skin I can do without. 
I never wanted a body. ​