Random Thoughts - Intimacy

My Forever Love

10/17/2020

Photographs, Memories,
I Could Never Forget You,
You're My Remedy.
My Forever Love,
A Kind Of Trigger,
Not A One Off.

I Lost Time,
Was Sent To Hell,
Inside This Human Brain,
With No Excuse To Sell.
Forgot Who I Was,
Became Weak,
My Heart No Longer Could Speak.
Started Forgetting My Strength,
Being A Prisoner Of Time With No Length.

Little Whispers Here And There,
The Name Of A Daisy With Blonde Hair.
Drowning Drinks At My Bar,
The Jukebox Playing A Song From Afar:
"Cross My Heart, Hope To Die, Promise I Shall Never Leave Your Side,"
Cigarette Smoke, Ashtray Full,
My Insides Being Poked With Knives So Dull.
Song Kept Playing, Like Echoes In A Cave:
"I Will Follow You, Cause I'm Under Your Spell,"
Sending Chills Like Shockwaves.
"You Can Drag Me To Hell, If It Meant I Could Hold Your Hand,"
Then My Bar Became A Wasteland.

Too Long I Spent A Prisoner Of Myself,
But You Brought Me Back,
You're My Perfect Parallel.
My Source Of Power Inside My Chest,
As Perfect As The Burgundy Color Of My Vest.

Touching Your Skin Has Never Felt More Real,
Kissing Your Lips Is How I Deal.
You're My Forever Love,
And There Is Nothing In This World More Ideal.

Locked

12/9/2019

Broodish Lust, Call It Suicide,
Bullets Lodged In Her Heart,
I Can't Break Those Ties.

Want To Light It Up, Say Good Night,
So I Let Go, I Know It Ain't Right.

She Pulls Us In, Skin On Skin,
So We Run, But She Pulls Back Again.
'Cause There Ain't No End,
This Circle We R In,
I Guess She's The Guide.

Got Her Where She Stays,
Back On A Hellish Ride,
She Bites Her Lips, False Paradise.

So I Walk Away, Keep Running For My Life,
I Feel Her Taking A Hold Of Time.

So We're Locked Again,
Filled With Lust, But No Touch, A Ruse.
This Curse, It Hurts, But I'm At The Bottom Of The Well,
My Personal Hell.

Intoxicating, Exhilarating,
Can't Help Myself, But I Do Not Need Saving.
There's No End, This Circle Again.
Around 'N' Round We Go,
This Twisted Ride.

Got My Curse,
Yeah It Hurts,
But I Can Never Leave.

They Got Me Where They Want,
My Own Paradise,
Locked On Her,
Chains Skin To Skin,
Try To Run,
But I'm Pulled Back In,
This Circle Again.

Can't Seem To Get Loose,
Can't Seem To Leave,
Locked Down Here,
For Eternity.

ICU

3/29/2019

Time Has Passed Since I First Felt Your Gaze Upon Me,
Since I Closed My Eyes,
And Looked Around For You.

But I Still Ask Myself,
How Did I Get So Lucky,
As I Write Into Another Book
And Set It On The Bookshelf.

I Still Have You There,
At My Bar,
Always In The Spotlight,
Watching From Afar.

And When I Go To King Happy's Library, I'm Always Stopped In My Tracks,
Oh Lookie Here, The Silliest Of Geese,
Asking For My Library Card,
But This Time I Have No Keys.

So Instead I Walk Down The Hall To Room Z,
I Just Want To Say Hello To Dona In That Messy Room,
But Instead I Find You Sitting There,
Guarding His Gloom.

"Oh, Snappadoodle?" You Ask,
But I Am Afraid That's Not My Task.
You're Still Wearing The Crown Z Made You,
With Jewels And Pencil Marks,
And Its Tiny Blue Hearts.

The Halls Now A Garden As I Step Out The Door,
Burning Hot Pavement Under My Feet,
This Ain't No Concrete Jungle Street.
And As I Follow It Down To The Basement,
Stairs Never-Ending,
I Know Where I Am Headed,
To My Brother's Lamenting.

This Dark, Obscure Land,
Fog Around It, Trouble At Hand,
Once A Volcano,
Now A Tomb,
I Can Smell The Fumes.

I Ask For Roman,
Even Shout, "Hades!"
And When I Plead For Anubis,
The Dream King Steps Forward,
Followed By Multiple Ladies,
All Rotten Daisies,
And They All Respond In Unison,
He's Got More Versions Of You, Hon.

One Wears Your Llama PJ Pants,
Another Carries A Vest With Pins And Buttons,
The Third Looks At Me With Hollowed Eyes,
The Smoke Turning Into Tears,
The Fourth One Wears A Black Crown,
And The Fifth One Wears Your Special Frown,
But The Sixth One Holds A Tiny Flower In Her Hand,
That Laughs Just Like Her Momma And Says, "Damn."

Now It All Melts Like Lava,
And I Find Myself Outside The Doctor's Office,
But All I Remember Is Head Trauma.

As I Knock On His Door,
A Pounding In My Head Increases,
So I Stop And Scream In Pain,
Wishing It Ceases.
The Door Opens, But I Don't See The Fixer,
Just A Leather-Wearing Harley Holding An Elixir.

"Drink?" You Offer,
And I Know I Have No Choice,
That's An Order.
So I Take A Glass,
Smell The Wine,
Take A Sip,
And It Tastes Fine.

As I Finish The Glass,
I Notice,
Someone Spiked My Drink--
Hypnosis.

And I Awake From A Fever Dream,
Only To Find Myself In Theater,
With A Thousand Eyes Around Me,
All Eager.

And The Play Begins,
And I Wonder,
Is This A Comedy?
Or A Tragedy?
Only To Be Assured It's Both,
By Shakespeare And Poe,
Twins Of Destruction,
Sitting Behind Me In The Above Row.

"Here She Comes, Our Fair Maiden,"
Says He,
"Oh But Don't Forget She's The Star,"
"Oh For Thee!"

When The Curtains Roll,
They Always Keep A Piece Of Your Soul,
Something To Keep The Maiden Alive,
In Order To Keep The Show Going, To Thrive.

So You Take The Exit Door,
Follow The Sign,
As You Enter A Beach,
Surrounded By Sand.
But This Sand Is Different,
It's Covered In Treasures,
Something Magnificent.

But No Matter How Many You Unearth,
You'll Never Please La Reina,
For The Only Treasure She Wants Is His Heart.
She Sits On A Throne Of Sand And Coffee,
As She Examines Your Body.
But If You Try To Touch Her,
She'll Vanish,
Turn To Dust,
And Disappear Below Your Feet,
As All You Have Left Is That Coffee Aroma,
So Sweet.

Then You Realize You're Inside An Hourglass,
As Fitting As Time,
Always So Compact,
Yet Never Enough.

You Sink Into It And Come Out The Other Side,
You Find The Pyramids Where It Hides.

This Is A Sacred Place,
Do Not Disturb,
But I Do What I Want,
And Even When I Can't.

I Look For Him But Nowhere To Be,
Where Is That Pasty Bastard,
I Ask In Frustration, You See?

Welcome To Seker's Temple,
But Something Is Wrong,
He Is Nowhere To Be Found,
Perhaps I Will Sing Along.

"I Loved, And I Loved, And I Lost You..."
Nothing?
"...And It Hurts Like Hell..."
Oh Well.
But Suddenly I Am Caught Off-Guard,
I Fall To The Floor, Flat,
I Hit It Hard.

Sekhmet Appears Over Me,
"You're Not Welcome Here."
I Was Just Leaving, Dear.

She Turns A Lever Down,
And I Fall Through A Hole In The Ground,
I End Up In Osiris' Underpass,
Which Takes Me To Pharaoh's Temple,
But He's Nowhere To Be Seen,
This Is Obscene.

Just The Queen Sits There,
Watching Me With Disdain,
I See I Bring Her Nothing But Pain.

So I Exit The Pyramids And Enter The Jungle,
Do I Find Rojo,
Or Will He Find Me First?
Good Thing I Already See Red,
Or Perhaps I'd Be Tore To Shreds.

Here She Comes,
The Goddess,
Setting Everything Aflame,
But I See No Rojo Beside Her,
That Is A Shame.
So I Stay Out Of Her Way,
And Know Who To Visit Next.

I Enter The Labyrinth,
But I See No Man Nor Beast,
Just A Green Table With A Big Feast.

There Are Remains Of Ruin,
A Battle Ensued,
But No Clues Left,
Nor Breadcrumbs To Follow,
Now This Hall Is Hollow.

But There Is One Last Room To Visit,
Wish I Could Recall What It Is,
I Only Have One Clue,
In The Shape Of An Ankh,
Something Dark,
And Black.

Then She Appears Before Me,
To Guide Me Back.

I Exit The Aether And Enter Reality,
This World, This Vessel,
If It Means I Get To See You,
I'll Wear My Favorite Person-Suit.

Waking Is Like Leaving The ICU,
After A Crash Or A Concussion,
Noise And Screams With No Room For Intrusion.

But Knowing You're Out Here,
Even For A Short Moment, Dear,
You Disperse The Clouds In My Thoughts,
And I Don't Feel Lost.

So I Dedicate This Song To You,
Press Play Below,
And Maybe One Day,
You'll See Yourself,
As I See You.

I C U

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Can You See Me Burning?

1/26/2018

I can feel your gaze upon me,
when I close my eyes,
when I look around,
and you know immediately,
when I'm feeling down.

How did I get so lucky,
I ask myself,
as I pick another book
up from the bookshelf.

I meet you there,
at Theo's bar,
and I see his Queen,
in all her might and glare.

I go by the library and I'm stopped in my tracks,
hey look it's the Silly Goose,
asking for my library pass,
so I show her the keys,
and she gives me the usual sass.

But whenever I walk in to say hi to our dog,
in that Blue Artist's messy room,
I find her sitting on the bed,
she's holding his head on her lap,
"oh snap--"
a doodle,
written in pencil,
a sketch of his crown jewel,
you can tell she's special.

I follow the garden,
that grass so green,
until it turns to hot pavement,
and it leads me to his basement.
Down the stairs I follow,
that smell of burnt toast,
the charred corpse,
waiting there in the shadows,
until I turn the light on,
and reveal the scene,
no more green,
just tar,
and in the middle there lies a jar,
what's inside one cannot believe,
but trust me when I say,
what's inside is a flower,
rotten as he,
and beautiful as she.

I could stop by the Office,
always remember to knock on the door,
say hello to the Doctor,
grabbing a bottle and being ready to pour,
it would be rude to deny,
so grab a glass and share a laugh,
as he stares at her photo on his desk,
sitting in between decanter and carafe,
tales of her beauty, very Romanesque.

Now let's enter the Theater,
follow me please,
but watch where you step,
you must walk with ease,
there are eyes behind us,
above us and to the sides,
hidden in every chair,
they belong to their Maiden,
so Fair.

So take a seat and enjoy
the performance and applaud,
today's play will depict her as
Helen of Troy.
Because like the Twins,
she's both Comedy and Tragedy,
a most serene but powerful alchemy.

Exit after the encore,
follow the red carpet,
it will lead you outside,
as it changes into gravel and then turns into sand,
take off your shoes,
we've reached new land.
We're on the Island now,
X marks the spot,
so follow his map to find his treasure,
a most exhilarating pleasure.

You have guessed it,
there she sits,
on a throne made of sand and coffee,
the treasure? Her body.
She motions for you to get closer,
until you smell that aroma,
"hey there, my sweet Mocha."

Before you can touch her,
she turns to dust,
and now you've found yourself inside an hourglass.

It takes you through a portal,
and you arrive at the Pyramids,
this is no place for a mortal.
Start ascending up the stairs,
you'll reach the top,
and enter the Museum of Wars.

White chalk dust covered walls,
welcome to Seker's Temple,
as high as the Niagara Falls.
Many statues fill the room,
so walk beside me,
let's reach the tomb,
in there he sleeps,
and sometimes weeps,
a call to Sehkmet,
and so the lioness leaps.
Don't dare take your eyes off her gaze,
she protects the tomb,
she'll throw you in the maze,
if you bring nothing but gloom.

Bring her an offering,
and she'll let you pass,
forward down,
to Osiris' underpass.
Here you will arrive at Pharaoh's Temple,
where he sits next to that fierce Queen,
pure royalty and sarcasm in between.

Rip your eyes out, leave them on the scale,
if they're lighter than a feather,
you'll be granted passage,
to search for Rojo's Holy Grail.
Because once you enter that jungle,
set ablaze with his rage,
you'll understand why you need to switch eyes,
to see red.

Between the fire and flame,
you'll find her walking,
my, what a dame!
She's untouchable, she's not tame,
she's ready to fight and to maim.
And to each side, two lions follow,
red teeth, ready to swallow.
She's a Goddess among men,
welcome to Rojo's Jungle,
don't forget to visit again.

In a blink of an eye we move on,
towards the Labyrinth,
where there lies someone withdrawn.
A majestic bull of a man,
with strength to topple a war.
Just follow the breadcrumbs and he won't find you,
because if he does,
you're through.

Now we've reached the end of the line,
to visit Sister would be a crime.
Because her story is not mine to tell,
just like yours, my Daisy,
that is something I will make sure as hell,
so other people never forget,
that if you go anywhere near her,
I'll end you--but that is no threat.
It is but a promise,
from me and my character set.

Babes.

6/14/2017

Look, look at those two, two look at us,
standing here here standing,
fear not near near not I Rot.

One's more broken than the other other broken another.

Are you sure you want to do this, hermano?

No other choice choice not other here,
let's get closer to hear hear closer near.

"Tell her I'm sorry, please.
I don't want to stay here,
yet I have much to endear."

"You Have Any Idea What Is Happening There?
How Reckless You Acted, What Was Said?
Look At What You Did!
Brother, You Tore Her!
Dare Shatter What We Have?
She's Our Perfect Half."

"I want her to be alright, but I'm a mess,
I don't feel right.
I need to get better,
you understand, yes?
Like so long ago, that last time?
When we hit the button, the relapse?
He'll take care of me, I know,
that is why he's here, to sew.
Remember our deal, Doc?
Help me heal."

"tH3n g3T 0Ff fR0m youR kn33s aNd f4c3 M3,
y0u w4nT h3r t0 s33 y0u aNd y0u T0 s33 h3r?
st3p 1nT0 mY o0Ff1c3, bLu3 b1Rd."

"Doctor, Wait A Minute, This Doesn't Seem Right.
There Has To Be Something Else We Can Do."

"Wh4T's d0n3 1S d0n3 n0w, y0U 4LL v0t3d h1m 0Ff,
t1m3 t0 gUArD h1m, h34L h1m,
n0w, L4y 0Ff!"

"Happy, Dammit, Happy Where Are You!"

"Look look how he screams,
that's all all that he has ever known to do,
the loudest loudest of them,
spilling at the seams,
then."

"Are you sure you want to do this, then?"

"Why ask ask why again?
We must follow through through we must follow,
there'll be free seats to swallow.
But only only three available,
we must join in quick quick join, reclaimable."

"Listen, Rot, I'm down, you know...
just hold your end of the bargain, bro."

"Promises I promised you,
rules I follow follow me through."

"Then we still need el tercero,
he who peeks through el agujero."

"Do you think think he'll want in,
his domain domain ain't full of sin."

"Por favor, let's try him first,
if he fails us, there's more to quench,
our thirst."

"Don't forget forget what's coming,
coming along to join in the fun."

"Sides, lo se, I'm not stupid,
don't forget, hermano,
some don't understand the music."

"And so the silly men continued to scream,
one going in and out, the other stuck to dream,
there would be stories of this oncoming battle,
someone to end in shackles!

But no one knew what was coming,
still to be written, read, and fed,
for the silly men, one with a head of lead,
the other that almost wed,
to choose among us all a third party friend,
he would bring the kingdom to its end."

"d1D y0u H4v3 AnyTh1ng y0u w0uLD l1k3 t0 aDd?
s0m3th1ng t0 t4k3 baCK?"

"Just don't let anyone else come in,
to disturb your operation would be to sin,
I don't want to come out looking like the other,
the one that would be broken covered in clutter,
tell Happy to take care of her,
he's always been the one to carry our brain..."

"Th3 gr3aT y3LL0w b1rD,
th3 k1nG 0F pA1n."

Yearning

2/27/2017

A distance afar keeps me away,
"Watch Out For THEY,"
I'm stuck in this can, filled with people,
amidst the crowd I look for my woman, my equal.
"The Crown, In Danger,"
Why can't they leave us alone-- Anger.

I'm tired and moody, it feels like forever,
"More Freedom Now, Remember?"
I don't want to be here, let's get her,
let's run away together.
"Protect Her, Always-- Aggressor."

I can't touch her here, let alone get close,
meanwhile, are you trying to expose
us to the world, we'll fall like dominoes.

"Band Together, The Three Of Us,"
They'll just think we're nuts,
too much to think... I can be a klutz.

Is it fear I am feeling, this attachment is potent,
she's the muse to my poet,
here I write, unable to sleep, not wanting-- devoted.

Finally moved, we are free, own space,
but still trapped in the workplace.
Change of scenery, asking around,
"Is It Worth The Lateral, Calm Down."

I am tired of being angry, frustrated,
I'm sick of them poking around-- Aggravated.
"I Begin To Understand It, I See Your Struggle."
Too much to juggle.

"So Hold Her Hand, Quit Whining,"
I'll never stop fighting--
For her.
"For Her."
"FoR tHe MiSsUs! :) "

Grounded

2/25/2017

One, Your Face I See,
Two, Your Scent I Smell,
Three, Your Voice I Hear,
Four, Your Face I Touch,
Five, It Is You I Feel.
This Is How I Deal.

Grounded, Here I Stand,
Rooted Upon The Ground,
All It Takes Is To Hold Your Hand,
And As One, We Are Bound.

The Flame Behind Those Eyes,
The Tip Of Your Nose Touching Mine,
You Laugh At Me And I'm Hypnotized,
This, Our Perfect Design.

One, Your Smirk I See,
Two, Your Hair I Smell,
Three, Your Laugh I Hear,
Four, Your Arms I Touch,
Five, It Is You I Still Feel.
This Is How I Deal.

Threatened, You Become,
I Do Not Doubt Your Power,
You Are A Survivor, Avoid Pond Scum,
Let's Light The Match At Zero Hour.

I Pity The Vulture That Targets The Queen,
One Step Ahead, I'll Put You All In Check,
Dare Threaten The Kingdom, I'll Tear Your Spleen,
My Hands On Your Throat, I'll Break Your Neck.

One, Your Gorgeous Eyes I See,
Two, Your Flaming Energy I Smell,
Three, Your Whispers I Hear,
Four, Your Lips I Touch,
Five, It Is You I'll Always Feel.
This Is How I Deal.

Between The Rage, The Red, I Scream,
The Fire Burns Me, Bloodshot Eyes, I Look For My Queen,
A Picture Perfect In Front Of Me Appears,
The Smokescreen Clears,
It Is You, My Dear.

One, Your Face I See,
Two, Your Scent I Smell,
Three, Your Voice I Hear,
Four, Your Face I Touch,
Five, It Is You I Feel.

This Is How I Deal.

Invincible

2/2/2017

A Smile, A Smirk Drawn,
It Took Me Time To Catch On,
No Trust, I Must, Inquire More Through Him,
A Chance To Feel? Slim.
Unreadable, Volatile, A Fire Bright,
Z, A Light Pure White.

The Dark, My Shadow Remained,
I Am No Longer In Chains,
Will She Understand,
Or Be Caught In Quicksand?

Her Fire, Is Warm Upon My Cheek,
Yet You Remind Me I Am A Freak,
But In The Monster, She Sees The Smile,
Oh Brother, Allow Me To Stay A While.

The More I Learned, The More I Wanted,
She Makes Me Feel Less Forgotten,
Yet You Feel I Don't Deserve Her,
"You'll Destroy Her," You Infer.

She Learned The Difference,
We Witnessed Her Resilience,
You're More Comfortable Letting Me Near,
Brother, I Wish You Would Reappear!

Instead You Give Him A Key,
Allow Him To Run Free,
Brother, What Is Your Plan?
Please, Talk To Me, Man!

I Cannot Lose Her To The Child,
We Have Yet To Reconcile,
But He Does Not Listen,
Slips Away From His Job, His Mission.

Allow Me To Ask Again,
He Must Stay Restrained.

He Toys With My Belongings,
He Does Not Mind His Surroundings!
He Plays Fun And Games,
Always Pulling At The Reins!

Another One To See Me A Monster,
My Task Merely To Foster,
Increase Our Loyalty,
Merely To Fit In Society.

I Most Certainly Do Not Give Up,
I'm Preventing Another Blowup.

If I Could Freeze Time,
Instead Of Being Caught In Bedtime,
I'd Stay With Her Full-Time.

But With You Gone, Trapped In Your Own Room,
With Him Out Of The Playroom,
Is This Part Of Your Plan?
Shall I Resume?

She's Angered By Your Retreat,
I'm Angered You'd Feel Defeat!

We Must Remain Together,
Come What May, Whatsoever.

She Deserves Someone Of Your Grace,
Without You, Incomplete, Misplaced,
Come Back, Embrace, For I Cannot Love Her Alone,
Together, Invincible, We Will Sit On Our Throne.
Nothing Else Matters, With Her By Our Side,
But Never Forget, You Are The Jekyll To My Hyde.

Pale Moonlight

1/28/2017

You Are Here, Still, Remain,
You Are No Reason We Stay Sane,
Puzzle Pieces Kept Together, Monster In My Vein,
A Liquid Drug, Needed To Sustain,
Amidst The Chaos, Pain,
Picking At My Skin, Abstain?
No, Why Not, Why Yes?
Your Heart, Your Head, A Mess?
Disorganized Fluorescent Lights,
Eating You Up Inside Like Termites.
A Key Unlocking Locked Doors Potential,
Inconsequential!
Trapped In Snow, Storm, Buried Vehicle,
Keep Digging, Once More Strategical.
N0ns3ns3, My Happiest Happier Cheer,
A Truth Appearing Front And Clear!
Welcoming Him To The Premiere?
How Dare You Interfere?
You Smiley Bastard, Yellow Bright,
Blue Darkened Green In Pure Delight,
Purple Red Dark Black Pale Moonlight White!
You Joke Covered In Smoke, Dare Spoke?
How Much Trouble Commencing To Stay Broke?
Do Not Dare Touch Her, Body Electric Firefight,
Her Pure Raw Power Smite!
In Foresight, I Trouble You Alright,
Dare Enter This Knife-Fight?
Pure Breeds, Deserved Dog-Bite.

I Won't Let Him Hurt You, My Dearest Darlin' Dear,
His Joyous Playful Banter Near,
Soon Will Make Disappear,
Lest I Allow Him To Keep Smiling Witty Banter Queer,
Another Tear Smeared Upon His Brow,
What Are You Up To Now?
I Must Discover, And How.
Two Can Play This Game,
I Will Cover You In Flame,
For I Will Show You My Fame,
Put You To Shame,
I Will Upstage You, And You Will Remember Your Nickname,
Pathetic Little Joyous Scum, My Seat I Will Reclaim,
Happy You Are Not, As You Proclaim,
Merely A Sad Ironic Stage Name.

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha
You Dare Interfere, Who Called You, Z?
I Left You There, Face The Furnace, Three!
Why Why Why,
You Tool, Aberrant Shameless Flea,
Stay In Your Corner, I Agree!
I Am Going To Get Ya,
Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha
Quit Your Yapping, Your Blah Blah Blah!
There Is No More Room, No Stage For Three,
Go Ahead, Flee!

Aphonia

1/17/2017

Weakness Here I Thought
All This Time But No Sadness Brought,
Petty Things Trap Me So,
In His Room, Chained To Wall.
Heard Your Name, Tempting, No?
Shook The Shackles, Set Me Free,
Sorry, Z, I Must Flee!
You Came To Me And Broke My Fall,
Or Did I Catch You So?

Z Warned You, Pushed You Back,
And Yet You Sought--
Me After, Entered Darkness, Carried Light,
Piercing Through The Cracks.
Always Finding His Way Back,
Lead On, Brother, I Want To See Her Might,
Strength That Burns Me From Inside,
No Longer Weakness, Stop Wetting My Sight!

Cannot Muster Understanding Of This Unrelenting Feeling,
I Do Not Want To Sound Squeamish,
Cuts My Breath Short, Knives That Pierce My Chest,
Do You Not Know I Despise Being Oppressed!
So Now I Must Dry This Mask
While I Keep Screaming From Inside,
Damn It, Brother, Need I Ask?
Let Me Take You For A Joyride!

And Then The Water From The Dam Breaks,
Easy, Z, Pump Those Brakes!
Brother, I Am Done,
Back In The Cage, I'm Gone--
Frightened? You Ask, Yes, That's So,
Many Feelings, New To Me, Though.

Fade To White,
Spacious Walls,
My Own Little Room,
Resembles Her Light,
Once More The Angel Falls,
But I Do Not Feel Gloom.

I'll Find A Way To Understand,
It's Her, Brother, From The Fire She Extends Her Hand.
Let It Burn Me, Then, For Her I'll Withstand.

She's Fuel To This Gasoline,
Burn Brighter Like Kerosene,
Together, My Dearest, You'll See,
Now, And Until The End Of All Things!

Writer

My name is Francisco, you can call me Zisco.

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