Aphonia

​Weakness Here I Thought
All This Time But No Sadness Brought,
Petty Things Trap Me So,
In His Room, Chained To Wall.
Heard Your Name, Tempting, No?
Shook The Shackles, Set Me Free,
Sorry, Z, I Must Flee!
You Came To Me And Broke My Fall,
Or Did I Catch You So?

Z Warned You, Pushed You Back,
And Yet You Sought--
Me After, Entered Darkness, Carried Light,
Piercing Through The Cracks.
Always Finding His Way Back,
Lead On, Brother, I Want To See Her Might,
Strength That Burns Me From Inside,
No Longer Weakness, Stop Wetting My Sight!

Cannot Muster Understanding Of This Unrelenting Feeling,
I Do Not Want To Sound Squeamish,
Cuts My Breath Short, Knives That Pierce My Chest,
Do You Not Know I Despise Being Oppressed!
So Now I Must Dry This Mask
While I Keep Screaming From Inside,
Damn It, Brother, Need I Ask?
Let Me Take You For A Joyride!

And Then The Water From The Dam Breaks,
Easy, Z, Pump Those Brakes!
Brother, I Am Done,
Back In The Cage, I'm Gone--
Frightened? You Ask, Yes, That's So,
Many Feelings, New To Me, Though.

Fade To White,
Spacious Walls,
My Own Little Room,
Resembles Her Light,
Once More The Angel Falls,
But I Do Not Feel Gloom.

I'll Find A Way To Understand,
It's Her, Brother, From The Fire She Extends Her Hand.
Let It Burn Me, Then, For Her I'll Withstand.

She's Fuel To This Gasoline,
Burn Brighter Like Kerosene,
Together, My Dearest, You'll See,
Now, And Until The End Of All Things!