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A.uthorized A.ddiction

1/20/2020

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"Why don't you tell me in your own words, *why* you did what you did? Was it the booze?"

"Maybe."

"Were you unhappy?"

"Maybe."

"Was it him?"

"Maybe."

"Well then...what was it?"

"I don't know what you mean."

"I know what's wrong with you. You're just broken inside. You never did anything right. You're fucked up. Say it with me."

"I'm broken. I never did anything right. I'm fucked up."

"Do you feel better?"

"No."

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You met me, you embraced me,
held my hand, and taught me.

You helped me, you showed me,
you treated me right--
you broke me.

You chained me, you watched them lock me-- up,
so high on your throne,
won't even answer your phone.

I called, I yelled,
I screamed, I prayed.

I served, I followed,
I fell-- so hollow.

Got drunk, got high,
got cut, got tied--up,
won't you come down?
Wipe the blood off my brow.

No? So powerful,
masterful,
excuse my manners,
brother and I will travel.

Bring you down myself,
cut you up myself,
burn you up myself, 
tie you up myself,
I'm going to show you true hell.

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​Art:
"Lucifer and Maze leave hell" by Christopher Moeller.
Lucifer Morningstar & Mazikeen from "Lucifer Vol. 2: Father Lucifer. Part Four: World Unchained"
Digital painting of Lesley-Ann Brandt as Maze: https://www.deviantart.com/libertinem/art/Mazikeen-645727577
Lucifer by Christopher Moeller "Let There Be Lux" painting commission. 

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When this began,
I had nothing to say,
you had no reason to stay,
was I not enough for you to cry,
were you somewhere else,
dare I pry?

You gave me reason to come back,
long ago I swore to stay back--
back in my world, the world of Cassandra Hack.

I forgot what it meant to be part,
part of the boys,
I used to watch you all play together,
you shared your toys.

Then came the pretender,
he who wore green better,
a monster, a fact,
one stuck in his own little act.

We were amazing together,
nothing would bother,
come back Roman, my brother.


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Do we fit his narrative now?
Wow.

You asked me once, not long ago,
do I have what it takes?
Or will I always break?

Can I hurt you as he hurt Truth?
Will that make him stop, will that slay the brute?

The animal, the savage, the snake,
the monster, the beast--
will you shatter when I break--
you.
In pieces?
My Roman, my Eliot--Anubis,
​damn your hubris.


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I'm not a princess,
I'm a king,
High King Margo The Destroyer,
if that's what it takes,
I'll spare you the spoiler.

You follow the story,
from Fillory to Earth,
back together,
forward unto glory.

So play your part,
we're back to the start,
and three hundred years into the future,
we're a masterful piece of art,
​my fellow ruler.


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So let's kill a god,
paint it black,
like once we did,
once more we can slay his heart.

For he is weak,
although he thinks he's strong,
but this time this god,
could not be more wrong.

Grab your key,
push to start,
open your eyes,
and turn me loose,
sweetheart.

Playtime is over,
I would know,
​let's begin the takeover.


​Art: https://www.deviantart.com/bkomei/art/The-Magicians-Fanart-Contest-Height-of-Power-770729584
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​Art: https://www.deviantart.com/markbizkit/art/I-m-Not-Here-To-Play-770646230
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