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Big Sister

7/25/2020

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​Then

"Will you take my hand, friend?"
"Jeezus, you startled me. You... We haven't met before. How did you get here?"
"I believe you already know that."
"If I did, I wouldn't be asking, now would I be?"
"You know more than you believe you do, friend."
"Yeah? Well, I tell you what I do know; you ain't my friend, woman."
"We'll see."


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​Then


"Will you take my hand, friend?"
"Jeezus, you startled me. You... We haven't met--wait. I've been here before. How did you get here? Where--where is here? Exactly?"
"I believe you already know that."
"If I did, I wouldn't be asking, now would I be? Wait--that's not right."
"You know more than you believe you do, friend."
"Yeah? Well, I tell you what I do know; you--you ain't... Hmm... Are you my friend...Miss?"
"We'll see."

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The story can have multiple endings--if you believe in second chances.
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Pandora

7/9/2020

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Prometheus, oh where are thou?
Are you running,
stealing fire from the gods,
wipe the sweat from thy brow.

Dared the powerful old ones,
and now we'll see,
when the major ones come down,
those main three.

Then they caught up to you,
locked you up,
then came the punishment,
​I wish they'd stop.


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But instead they created me,
out of clay,
and the beauty of pain,
they presented me to you,
did you see?

I came bearing gifts,
something powerful,
locked in a box,
not to be opened,
no key, no locks.

Then I set it free,
too fast, too late,
there were now more than three.

And what came spilling out alongside them,
my brother the Monster,
ready to defy them.

For he had been locked there by the old gods before,
removed his memories from the old war.

Then the old gods ripped me apart,
they swallowed a piece of my heart,
and ran away to be afar.

But I knew the day would come, my brother,
that you would find a way to fix me,
rip apart each god,
put me together again,
did you miss me?

So what do you want to do now,
what would be funsies?

To gather the keys of power,
meet our needs,
let's discuss this.

I've seen the ending,
I do not approve,
let's write our own,
time to pursue.

You've killed the party god,
and gotten one key,
we tore the library,
set another one free.

Now that we have their hearts,
and have their keys,
let's save the best for last,
let Red bleed out
while the Blue one sees!


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Roman's Monster

6/7/2020

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[Roman]

A long time time ago,
I found found a Volcano.
In this this Volcano no no,
was it IT find me?

A Dream? A memo---memory?

A part of me.

Me.

A vessel, a body, a meat suit,
don't worry.

Just empty, a cave,
a castle, no memo-memory?

A fail-safe, a trap,
a distraction-- your neck,
snap!

Something was missing, so missing it was,
created my Monster, a Monster for R.

Protector, a god, immortal,
a THOUGHT.

Distraction, goodbye! The Serpent,
alright.

My magic, intact, not here to play, J,
matter of fact.

And now you're defeated,
you see?
How much I learned from thee?

Actions and consequences,
sleep forever, brother,
consequences and actions,
no bother.

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This image,
this meat suit,
my buddy,
loyal protector.

[Monster]

Now, now, Roman,
let's play,
I do not like this game of talk,
no funsies here,
let's slay.

You promised I'd find my sister,
I did as you asked,
murdered that mister.

Ice cream and sprinkles?
Care to wager who tingles?
As we turn their head sideways down,
snap of a neck,
such a beautiful sound.

Maybe then I'll recover my memories,
this meat suit needs a remedy.

Come now, Roman,
let's play.

You created me for a reason,
ooh, look at that.

Hunting season.

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The Moderately Socially Maladjusted

4/18/2019

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I was brought upon this life to do something bigger,
and all those bad things came,
that was the big price of it all--
but somehow I knew you were there.

So I want you to know I care because--

Keep that head up, hold your crown high, even though it's an unjust world,
count your blessings, you will need them, when I'm gone--
it's a savage world.

You will see it, you can see it--
a cruel world.

We're shoved downstream, no raft, no paddle,
we mask our selves in sin and are wrapped in fire.

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The end is near then it starts,
and leaves you wondering what stayed behind.
Ask me to explain, and I won't talk,
all these thoughts not mine around my mind.

Let's take a step back,
will you be alright?

And now, no time--
won't talk.
Won't feel.

And sometimes there's a box, but don't steal--
watch for the lock, it isn't real.

All is not real.

Not real.

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Break.Break
Break, Alone,
Broken Again Once More. 

Broken by the law of him, and then you were hanging on by the thread of it.

It was hard enough with all the cost,
breaking apart in front of a lover's loss.

But now the beat no longer plays,
tapping along with your feet,
this dream alone another song drips.

Work this dream you once made,
now made enough to playback track.
J, you're too young and lost too much time,
you'll just fade away on brother's cross.
J, I don't know what it is you want to do,
wish you would have told us soon before,
and we might have found another way to be,
but now you've turned on the brother's three.

Living like this it is no good,
keep at it and soon we'll burn the woods,
J don't force our hand so soon,
what is it you need to do?

I can't hear the music anymore,
it's fading away,
and once again,
we enter War,
a war to play.

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We come into this world unknown,
they try to knock us down,
but change is coming, 
here we come now.

People like us we got to stick together,
keep your head up,
nothing lasts forever.

Here's to the damned,
the lost,
the forgotten,
hard to get high,
while living in the bottom.

Hey, I know what you're going through,
this is no funeral,
it's a revolution,
after all the tears turn to rage,
so wait,
everything will be okay.

Even when you're going down in flames.

Everybody loses it.

Everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes.

But not us misfits,
living here,
in a world--

On Fire.


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The Magnificent

4/8/2019

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Volcano, erupt,
black charcoal,
corrupt.

Through ashes,
unburden,
dipped in lava,
uncertain.

Take my hand,
sweet sister,
be wary of the trickster.

I'll ask, once only,
where's my Bambi?
Release her,
slowly.



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The crown,
is heavy,
the head that wears it,
steady.

And so here we are,
an impasse,
forgive my manners,
this will be a gas.

Red velvet,
the carpet,
stained glass,
your carcass.

Penetrate your heart,
and squeeze,
rip apart,
​but I'm no tease.



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Take a glass,
I'll serve,
take a sip,
observe.

You are mine,
and I'm yours,
trade no place,
just hers.

As the liquid trickles down,
from under your frown,
out the jugular,
and below,
observe Lucifer,
he'll give the final blow.


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The Destroyer

4/8/2019

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Green shirt,
hit me,
got a bloody nose,
Sleeping-- I am not,
hear you near me creeping,
like no one hears,
think you're so sneaky,
scars, on my chest and arms,
not for you--
Don't dare say his name,
I do what I want,
He does what he wants--
My love?
Just clinical.

Red shirt,
now blonde hair,
screaming, you're high on life,
stealing-- time like no one knows,
think you're so cynical,
burns, on your arms for him,
always so quiet and peaceful,
you do what you want,
when you want to,
got time?
Cyclical.


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So act like tough guy,
play big man guy,
keep stealing time guy,
eyes always so green guy,
filled with envy guy,
but two can play the game, guy,
I'll make you cry, guy,
ruin your plans type,
topple control type,
I'm the real bad guy,
duh.

Pretend you take control,
so I can play you along,
think you own me, I'll let you think so,
be your pet, so,
don't forget tho,
I'm the bad guy.

Duh.

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