You Were Put In My Path

You Can Flip A Coin And Easily Realize There Are Only Two Choices Left: You Either Walk Into My Path, Or You Do Not.

Do We Meet? Do We Run Into Each Other?

Well, It Seems We Did.

I Remember Back Then; I Was Adamant About Speaking To You. I Was Not A Fan. There Was Something About You That Made You Unreadable. That Bothered Me Quite A Lot.

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You Had To Mess With The Monster Bottles, Didn't You? Ah, The Nerve! How Could You Had Done That? Sly Demon Woman, You. Left A Nifty Little Note, Too.

Playfully Teasing. Impossible To Ignore. You Caught Me Off-Guard, Yes, You Did.

Gave Me Time To Think, Ponder Whether I Should Approach.

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The More I Started Watching The Show, The More Likenesses Started To Appear Before Me. But I Could Not Predict Where The Plot Was Going.

Nor Could I Predict Where We Were Going To Be. To Turn Into.

​To Transform.

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There Were Many Questions That Started To Appear Before Me, But It Wasn't Until Much Later, That I Started To Realize...Even If I Hated That Part Of Me...That Other Half That Held Me Back From What I Wanted To Do...You Embraced Both Sides Of The Coin.

So You Stopped Me In My Tracks. Forced Me To Pay Attention. And I Became Your Number One Fan.

A Woman. Not A Girl. You Made Me Realize, This Was No Ordinary Chapter.
There Was More To The Plot. The Character Development. The Poetry In The Poem.
The Rhyme And Reason.

It Wasn't Until Recently That I Started Realizing, Maybe It Isn't A Bad Thing...This Change That I Am Going Through, These... Feelings.

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You Understood Me... Fully. Why I Did What I Did, And Did Not Do What I Chose Not To.

You Listened And Paid Attention. You Observed Me. You...You Saw Right Through Me. Right Through Him And Differentiated With Close Eye On Detail.

You Learned Me...You Read My Chapter, From The Letter To The Punctuation.

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And I Started Reading Yours. I Started Learning, Listening. Paying Close Attention For I Owed You The Same Respect. And I Learned, And I Got Used To Being With You. Around You. Speaking To You.

At First, I Hated The Feeling. I Did Not Want To Feel Weak. It Was Strange. New. And I Despised It.

Until I No Longer Had To.

It Wasn't Weakness. It Was A Different Source Of Power. To Have A Queen Sit By My Throne, I No Longer Needed To Sit There Alone. To Reign Alone.

I Could Watch Over The Kingdom And Smile, Knowing That You'd Be There, By My Side.

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And I Am Being Selfish. I Do Not Want To Sleep. I Do Not Want To Fade. Because I Enjoy Being Here. With You. Even When I Am Not Physically Next To You.

I Enjoy Speaking With You, Laughing With You. Picturing Your Smirk, The Head Shake And The Eye-Roll Is Enough To Want To Stay Awake.

Time Never Seems To Be Enough, And When It Is, It Still Manages To Escape Us.

As Fast As Quicksand.

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You're Changing Me.

Is It For The Better? Or For The Worse?

Am I Merging? Or Mainly Pushing Him Away? Or Is It The Other Way Around?

If I Sleep, Will I Return? Or Will This Be Goodbye?

Will I Open These Eyes And See You Again?

Why Now?

Why Do I Feel...

Truly Scared?

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This Fire In My Chest
Do You Feel It?
I Can Hear Your Voice
What Is It That You'd Have Me Do?
​Stay Closer, Protect Her
​What Am I Feeling?
Is It Me You're Losing?
​Let Me Stay
​I'll Keep The Fire Warm

​Listen

Why Is This Hard To Digest?​
Can't You See It?
​What Is All This Noise?
​She Sees Us Through
Do Not Turn Into A Blur
Start Revealing
​Stop Choosing
​Do Not Push Me Away
​We're An Electric Storm

A Newfound Discipline

"She Is...Truly Good."