There comes a time someone enters your life and you try to find a reason for why it is happening. You keep telling yourself that reason will appear before you but then time passes you by and you are left with questions.
It isn't until this reason manifests itself that you really fully understand the person.
I almost feel like I've been walking with my eyes closed this whole time. Living in a world of denial, one where I have denied myself to be happy. One where I've taught myself to close the doors standing in front of me.
But some people truly say that you do not know what you have until it is lost.
For two days, what seemed like a damn eternity, I thought I had lost.
I thought that there was no going back to it.
And I hate overthinking things because then I am just throwing myself into a vicious circle and never-ending train-wreck that it is my brain.
But I have come to realize, not only was this a test, but perhaps the beginning of things.
Another transformation of mine.
Evolving.
Learning.
Changing.
I haven't exactly met anyone like you before; anyone that fully understands and comprehends every bit of me that makes me, well, me.
It isn't until this reason manifests itself that you really fully understand the person.
I almost feel like I've been walking with my eyes closed this whole time. Living in a world of denial, one where I have denied myself to be happy. One where I've taught myself to close the doors standing in front of me.
But some people truly say that you do not know what you have until it is lost.
For two days, what seemed like a damn eternity, I thought I had lost.
I thought that there was no going back to it.
And I hate overthinking things because then I am just throwing myself into a vicious circle and never-ending train-wreck that it is my brain.
But I have come to realize, not only was this a test, but perhaps the beginning of things.
Another transformation of mine.
Evolving.
Learning.
Changing.
I haven't exactly met anyone like you before; anyone that fully understands and comprehends every bit of me that makes me, well, me.
But I know there was a reason why we bumped into each other, I know there is one.
And I know there is a reason why we go through what we go through, whether it is something we deal with alone, or something we deal with together.
But now I understand that we are stronger when we're together, rather than apart. Now, I know I promised you no Chic Flick Moments, but I feel like thanks to our disclaimer, this can be fully acceptable. Hahaha.
But in all seriousness, you helped me see what I was missing. You helped me walk through those doors in front of me.
And I know that with time, we'll learn more about each other, and babe, we got nothing but time.
Let's fix this.
Let's fix us.
And I know there is a reason why we go through what we go through, whether it is something we deal with alone, or something we deal with together.
But now I understand that we are stronger when we're together, rather than apart. Now, I know I promised you no Chic Flick Moments, but I feel like thanks to our disclaimer, this can be fully acceptable. Hahaha.
But in all seriousness, you helped me see what I was missing. You helped me walk through those doors in front of me.
And I know that with time, we'll learn more about each other, and babe, we got nothing but time.
Let's fix this.
Let's fix us.
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