
Will It Be Another Close Call,
Or A Final Cardiac Arrest?
Blast This Stress!
What's Left?
Who Do You Need To Impress?
No More Pieces To Pick Up From This Floor,
Nothing Brings Me Joy Anymore.
So What Is Missing,
Or When Did It Become Too Much?
Are You Listening To Yourself?
So Out Of Touch.
No More Heartbreak Left,
No More Feelings Here,
No--Just Staying Suppressed.
Mind Ripped Open Like A Book,
Yet The Chapters On This Page Self-Addressed.
Always Obsessed.
Here's The New Ones--
Open Wide And Ingest,
Let Them Cover Me Whole,
Like Daggers Trying To Pierce Through My Life Vest.
Time For A New Cigarette,
Feel That Pump In Your Chest?
Can't Stop Now,
Heart Still Beating, Don't Need No Rest.
Perhaps It's My Biggest Flaw,
Addicted For More,
But What's Got To Be More Than This?
When This Is Nothing But A Void--
Careful, Bury The Rest,
Have You Forgotten Already?
Being Alone Is What I/You Do Best.