
trying to remember,
how it-- was to be "loved,"
I do my best but hate to rewind,
back to some alternate time,
to when I-- was happy-- without YOU.
I know
I get stuck and I spin,
maybe I'm expecting... too much of YOU,
staring at my mistakes,
wishing I'd drowned in that lake.
(Chorus)
I'm sorry for existing,
sorry for being stuck here in this body,
Mom, where do I begin?
I'm sorry for failing you,
sorry for being here instead of your son, Mom,
how did WE come to this?
(end chorus)
I'm the weakest link, you see--
today all I do is drink,
this is how it feels.... to drown you,
a thousand apologies,
a world inside this brain,
if only-- I didn't hate YOU.
Sometimes, I mess up,
I know I'm asking you too much--
Standing in front of you,
why do I keep fighting harder?
(Chorus)
I'm sorry for existing,
sorry for being stuck here in this body,
Mom, where do I begin?
I'm sorry for failing you,
sorry for being here instead of your son, Mom,
how did WE come to this?
(end chorus)
Another alter surfaces out
Another thing I've broken
I'm all I've got left now
Just a chance to leave you knowing--
(Chorus)
I'm sorry for existing,
sorry for being stuck here in this body,
Mom, where do I begin?
I'm sorry for failing you,
sorry for being here instead of your son, Mom,
how did WE come to this?
(end chorus)
(Chorus)
I'm sorry for existing,
sorry for being stuck here in this body,
Mom, where do I begin?
I'm sorry for failing you,
sorry for being here instead of your son, Mom,
how did WE come to this?
(end chorus)