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Chapter Eighty-Nine: Maneater

5/4/2025

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Poison For Poison,
Sip For Sip,
Toxin For Toxin,
Welcoming Me To This Trip.

Hit A Glass Wall,
Or Was It A Force Field?
My Future Through Your Eyes--
Another Fall.
So Shall I Kneel?

You're Dangerous,
You're Disguised,
What Is Your Purpose?
Have I Not Been Tested Enough?
Yet I'm Immobilized--

--By That Gaze,
Your Voice,
Do I Need Permission To Enter?
Allow Me To Rephrase.
Think You Gave Me A Choice?

Poison For Reason,
Would You Take Another Sip?
Option For Option,
Shall I Welcome You To My Ship?

I Feel Your Pushback,
It's Strong,
Then Why Do I Keep Pushing,
Is That So Wrong?

So Wrong Of Me To Do,
When All I'm Doing Is Protecting The Host,
Yet You Fire Up Those Eyes,
Now I Need Another Dose.

You're Dangerous,
Yet Seem So Flavorless,
Why Do I Keep Reaching For You,
If It Would End Up Inedible?

Should I Let You In?
Do I Want You Here?
Beg Permission,
Yet I Smell Your Fear.

Who Are You Protecting,
Them Or Me?
Perhaps Is Yourself,
From Truly Setting Me Free.

I See Through Those Eyes Of Yours,
You Could Be One To Bring Down A God,
But I've Learned My Lesson Through The Wars,
It's Why I Will Bide My Time And Nod.

I've Been Burned Enough,
Bled Enough,
Cut Right Through,
A Diamond In The Rough.

No, No, No,
A Patient God I Am,
And Those Who've Met Me Know,
I Have Nothing But Time,
That's The Truth In Its Prime.


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    Tortured Poet

    I have come to realize that along the endearing journey most people call life, I’ve met (and still am currently meeting) countless numbers of women. However, as sad as this might sound, I haven’t exactly been the nicest guy to most, if not many of them.

    It is not because of my actions during the timeframe when I met them, but mostly it is because of the consequences.

    For every action there is an equal or worse reaction, and when it comes to the women in my life, this is often the case.

    I have always had my best intentions in mind, but something that is recurrent is that my emotions tend to cloud my judgement and tend to get in the way of things.

    So let me start at the beginning, recollecting memories, thoughts, and remembering dreams of what happened once, what happened next, and what will continue to happen after.

    ​Welcome to my recollection of true events, true people, but most of all, just the plain and simple God-honest, blunt and painful truth about my Chapters and I.

    Don’t expect a happy ending.
    ​
    This isn’t a fairy-tale.

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