Dear Z,
please, hear me out
I know it's been a dozen years
since I've reached out and said hello!
I bet You're wondering
why I keep
obsessing on and stressing all the little things,
when I should be
living life and soaking up the Memories
I know you've been selfish, you have
no excuse to say it back,
it's true!
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable...
Living in my agony, watching Our self-esteem
go up in flames, acting like I don't
care what The Others think, when I know truthfully
that that's the furthest thing from how I
feel, but I'm too scared to open up and ask ya
to pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
Mister Truth, I need help, but I just can't imagine who,
who I'd be if I was again Happy
Yeah, been away so long,
now it feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some books to return I been avoiding,
some of the Others I don't really talk to
some memories I released I wish I would've not let slip,
some hurtful words that never should've left my discs,
A lotta bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet,
some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yeah,
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul,
and the last to admit I need a hand to hold,
losing hope, headed down a dangerous road,
strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm...
Living in my agony, watching Our self-esteem
go up in flames, acting like I don't
care what The Others think, when I know truthfully
that that's the furthest thing from how I
feel, but I'm too scared to open up and ask ya
to pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
Mister Roman, I need help, but I just can't imagine who,
who I'd be if I was again Happy,
don't know what's outside in the world,
don't know what my future could be,
but I can't keep on living in...
Living in my agony, watching Our self-esteem
go up in flames, acting like I don't
care what The Others think, when I know truthfully
that that's the furthest thing from how I
feel, but I'm too scared to open up and ask ya
to pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
Mistress Cassandra, I need help, but I just can't imagine who,
who I'd be if I became Happy
If I was again Happy
If I could finally be...
Happy
please, hear me out
I know it's been a dozen years
since I've reached out and said hello!
I bet You're wondering
why I keep
obsessing on and stressing all the little things,
when I should be
living life and soaking up the Memories
I know you've been selfish, you have
no excuse to say it back,
it's true!
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable...
Living in my agony, watching Our self-esteem
go up in flames, acting like I don't
care what The Others think, when I know truthfully
that that's the furthest thing from how I
feel, but I'm too scared to open up and ask ya
to pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
Mister Truth, I need help, but I just can't imagine who,
who I'd be if I was again Happy
Yeah, been away so long,
now it feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some books to return I been avoiding,
some of the Others I don't really talk to
some memories I released I wish I would've not let slip,
some hurtful words that never should've left my discs,
A lotta bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet,
some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yeah,
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul,
and the last to admit I need a hand to hold,
losing hope, headed down a dangerous road,
strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm...
Living in my agony, watching Our self-esteem
go up in flames, acting like I don't
care what The Others think, when I know truthfully
that that's the furthest thing from how I
feel, but I'm too scared to open up and ask ya
to pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
Mister Roman, I need help, but I just can't imagine who,
who I'd be if I was again Happy,
don't know what's outside in the world,
don't know what my future could be,
but I can't keep on living in...
Living in my agony, watching Our self-esteem
go up in flames, acting like I don't
care what The Others think, when I know truthfully
that that's the furthest thing from how I
feel, but I'm too scared to open up and ask ya
to pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
Mistress Cassandra, I need help, but I just can't imagine who,
who I'd be if I became Happy
If I was again Happy
If I could finally be...
Happy
