Guardian In My Dreams

Keep having you in my dreams,
why do you think that is?
Did we leave things unfinished or was it me who's missing something?
Perhaps it's that still I cannot let go,
or did I let go too soon?
Trying to figure out which way the arrow goes,
forgetting forward is the only way.
Deep inside my heart I believe I did you no wrong,
despite me feeling like I failed you or wasn't enough.
It's something I am trying to come to terms with,
I have to keep you in my heart,
I know,
that's why I cannot let you go.

You're forever a part of me,
that's the truth,
Dona, I miss you every day,
and I carry you with me wherever I go,
for I know now that I did what was best for you.

Your memory keeps me going,
I know,
that being my Guardian from above is your purpose,
even in my dreams,
I see you.

Thank you for every smile you brought to my life.
​One day we'll be together again.

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